Omg what am i gonna wear he can be here in any minute...... i think imma wear a white crop top with some overalls with my baby blue an white jays. The door of my room flys open."Uhmm girl where u going?. My momma said with her hand on her hip. "Out on a date mom." i said rolling my eyes. "Uhmm did you ask me if you could go anywhere.......so now you grown now you think you can do whatever little Angel want to do huh....... hmmmm ok since u wanna be grown you aint going on the date." she said standing in the door."so i suggest you stop getting dressed cause you not going no where." she says. "Man why you always wanna control my life all the time is it because you jealous of me or something huh u just wanna suck the life outta me you kno i will be glad when i get older an get outta this house an start telling myself what to do an start making my on decisions without anybody stopping me to do what i wanna do." I said slamming my stuff on the floor. "You no what you wanna make your own decisions you dont wanna be told what to do fine i will let you be.....but dont come to me when those decisions an actions an you telling your self what to get you in trouble .... an dont come crying back to me you wanted to pit the big girl panties on well you got them... you stay the same way making your own decisions im done i have tried i have.... an im done..... go on you little date do what you want start making your own decisions grown women.". My mom said walking out the room. Knock!Knock! Knock! Omg thats him its Darnell. I run down the stairs with my purse hair done outfit looking good an all i open the door to smell nothing but his cologne it smelled so good. "Hey lil mama you ready" He said with his charming smile
"Yes im ready ."
Chapter 15
Damn she smelled an looked so damn good she looked like a damn goddess.... I never had so much intimidation by a girl before she got me nervous as fuck usually its the other way around but damn I just can't help it she bad as fuck..... "Sooooo why you so quiet" she said breaking the award silence. "Oh nothing I'm just chilling but uhmm why was yo momma looking at me like that." I said turning on the light. "What you mean" she said confused. "Like she was mean muggin me like a mug I was like what did I do." She started laughing "oh chilleeeee heehee dont worry bout that we just got into a little argument but we cool now I guess" she said not caring. "Oh well ok hmphh well Angel?" I said "Yes" she said. "So you know tell me something...why you so damn mean" i said laughing "what you mean I'm not mean ha ha ha .!" man yes you are bruhh I mean when I first saw you you looked nice but hell nahh I started talking to you an it was a totally different person." I said laughing "hee hee its just that players come an hit at me all day every day an always asking for my phone number or something I be like day fuck so to prevent that from happening I just put up this wall so that I dont have to deal with them...... but you oh no you kept coming an kept coming an kept coming you didnt stop ...... idk Darnell its just something........ its just something different about you I can't quite put my finger on it though but I do know u aren't like them ......you different." She said. All the sudden runaway love by Ludacris ft Mary J Blidge came on. The movement of her body slowed down in a very sad gloomy way like this song touch home base for her like this song brung back a memory. "Huh I havent heard this song since I was a little jhitt I actually remember my age the last time I heard this song................ I was 10 years old." She said looking out the window."damn how come it is so rememberable" I asked joking around but that joking went out the window when all I saw was sadness an hurt shot across her face. "That was the time me an my dad had our last words with each other an he moved to New York an I havent seen him ever since." She said gloomy. All I could do was just look at her an just feel bad for her its sad that our parents couldnt work there situations an problems out for our sake all they cared about at the time was them an their life."damn thats fucked up mannnn we have a lot in common" I said surprised. 'Yea we do" it kinda went back to silence for a little bit then I had to do something or say something to change the mood."well you know its gonna be a stress free fun day today all of the past hurt,an problems ,an situations ,in our life we are gonna have to put them behind us for today so we can enjoy ourselves today....... but just know its gonna get better ok Angel" she looks up at me an gives me a small smile an says "Ok."
