Sex tape

Chapter three

Andy's Pov

After a bit of chatting with Mikey I went to my room mostly because I wanted to get away from everyone and think to myself and at the same time I really wanted to curl up in a ball and cry for no reason.

As I was laying in bed I heard someone coming in. Good thing I wasn't crying yet because it was Rye who came in. If it was Mikey I wouldn't mind crying because he saw me having a break down so many times it became a routine for us. He came to my bed and layed next to me. I could feel him hugging me from behind making me uncomfortable due to the feelings I have for him.

"Andy is everything alright" he said in my neck causing shivers to go down my body. "Yeah everything's fine why?" I asked turning around to face him. "I don't know I just feel like there's something bothering you and it has to do with me" he said not wanting to look me in the eyes. "Hey look at me" I said grabbing his chin and making him look me in the eyes. "I'm fine you didn't do anything im not made or bothered because of you. And since when are you so submissive?" I said kissing his cheek. I thought i saw him blush.

You're just imagining things he'll never like you or even think of you in the way to think of him. Just fucking give up already. You'll be lonely forever.

Why do these thoughts always come back? I hate it i really wish i could tell Rye how i feel. "Hey Andy" i looked at him confused. "Where did you go?" He asked looking at me questioningly. "Umm i was just thinking it's nothing really. But did you answer my question?" i asked looking at him. Why is he shy all of a sudden? I feel like something is really going on and he's not telling me. But what could it be?

"Umm yeah right. Umm i don't actually know i just feel that way around you" he was biting his lip which means he's lying. I'll let it be but i know there's more to what he said than just that. We layed there like that for so long we even fell asleep cuddling. He is cute and I can't with my feelings anymore.

I'm asking myself now was it a good idea of suggesting to make a sex tape will I be able to hide my feelings for him. But most important will I get hurt because of him. Those were the question I won't find out the answer to till this all starts and finishes.

-----NEXT DAY-----

I woke up to warm arms around me I knew it was Rye and I knew it was early. How? Well he always wakes up early to go on a run and he was still sleeping so it can be like 4,5 in the morning. I was really curious of the time so I looked at my phone. It was 2 am what the fuck.

I haven't been sleeping at nights so im not really that surprised but I slept for like 3 hours and that's a new record usually I would sleep like 5 hours a night but go to sleep really late.

I have nothing to do till someone wakes up and that ain't gonna happen soon. What am i suppose to do at 2 in the morning? There's literally nothing for me to do at this time. Why can i just be like every other person and actually sleep? I guess im getting up.

I got up and went to one room we have in the house that is soundproof. I had my guitar there but no one knew no one was able to get in that room but me. No one knew i could sing and play guitar. No one knew i was actually good at something and i want it to stay that way.

Everyone had something they were good at but i was the one that wasn't good at anything. At least that's what i would tell them. So this was the one room no one but me had access to. And no one asked what's there because it was locked from the beginning when we just moved here.

I got my guitar and one of the songs i started but never finished. I started to play the melody so maybe i would come up with something to finish the song. I did it i finished my first ever song and im actually proud of it. It sounds good while im reading it but i dont know how i sound while im singing it. Am i actually good or did my mom lie to me back when she was still supporting me.?

I dont know and I'll never be able to find out because no one knows i do this and no one will ever find out as I was finishing the song I could hear someone getting up and going down the stairs. This is a cue for me to get out of here. I did it no one saw me. At least that's what i thought at the time. I went to my room to see if Rye got up and he did so I went downstairs to find him, but he wasn't there. Well I'll just stay here and see if he'll come.

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To be continued cuz that's all
i have for now
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