The one I love( melizabeth)- Under editing

Chapter 12-disaster

Elizabeth's P.O.V

I woke up and got out of bed right away. The
pain was all gone this morning. I got dressed in a black shirt and a white skirt. I went downstairs. Everyone was there except meliodas. I was gonna ask where he was but then I felt someone hug me from behind. I already knew it was Mel. I turned around to see him smiling at me. I put a fake smile on.

"You okay?" He asked.

"Yep" I said.

"Okay, well me and the boys are going to go hunting for food, cause the foods running low." He said.

"Okay, be safe." I said and looked away. I was struggling to keep this smile.

"Elizabeth?" He asked in a worried tone.

"What time will you be back?" I asked.

"Most Likely by lunch." He said.

"Okay well have fun keep safe." I said.

He kissed my cheek and they left. It was just me, Merlin, Diane and Elaine. The kids were still sleeping.

When he left I finally lost my smile I sat down and put my head in the table.

"Hey, Elizabeth you okay?" Diane asks.

"Yah I'm fine, I'm just gonna go upstairs." I said and got up. I walked to the stairs and before I could go up them. Someone grabbed my arm. I turn around to see merlin.

"Elizabeth something is wrong what is it?" Merlin asks.

"I told you it's nothing" I tried to get out of her grip.

"Don't lie, just tell us plz?" Merlin begged.

"IM JUST SO USLESS, He's never going to need me, IM SO WEAK. He's always protecting me. Never thinks about himself. Everything he does is for me. I hate myself. I don't want to feel weak. I'm not strong like you guys. Im some weak kid who can't take care of herself. Look meliodas is trying to save me from my pain. I hate that I rely on him so much. I hate being treating like some kid. No matter what I say to him. He is there. No matter how I feel, if I'm sad,angry,happy,in pain. He's always there. Why can't I help him. I want to be there for him. I want him to tell me how he feels when he's in pain or sad or angry. He's always trying to make me feel better. I HATE THIS!!" I yell.

"Eliza-" diane says.

"NO DONT TRY TO CHANGE MY MIND, IM WEAK, USLESS AND I CANT DO ANYTHING TO HELP ANYONE. I want to be there for everyone but I can't. Why can't I? Why am I always getting to into danger? Why is everyone trying to hurt me? Why? Why?!?!?!?!" I yelled and started crying. I felt Merlin hug me. I hugged her back and cried into her chest.

"Elizabeth, I don't want you to think of yourself as weak and useless. You will always be needed. As your family it's our job to protect you. As a younger sister I'm always going to look out for you. The captain is always going to protect you because he loves you. You are able to help everyone. Without you we wouldn't make it. He's your husband and he loves you. I really think you should talk to him about this." Merlin says.

"No,no don't tell him plz. I don't want him worrying about me even more." I start shaking and crying even more.

"Elizabeth you should go Lay down. You should  try to get some sleep." Elaine says. I nod and go upstairs. I lay on the bed and fall asleep crying.

Merlin's P.O.V

She went upstairs we stayed down stairs we were talking about what just happened. It was a little over an hour later. We were still talking.

"Guys I'm really worried about her." Diane says.

"I know so am I" I say.

"She should really talk to him about this" Elaine says.