You want to kill yourself?

Before you kill yourself.

Now, before you kill yourself think about it. You matter so much to so many people. There are so many people that will miss you. Your smile, your laugh, the way your eyes light up when you are happy. Do you want to take that away from everyone? From yourself? Never get to smile again, or see the person that makes your heart skip a beat, never get to live? Don't do that to yourself. You have so much to live for. If you haven't already, do you really want to miss the opportunity to meet your true friends? Have your first kiss? Fall head over heels in love? Get your heart broken time and time again? Go to college? Get an A+ on that final you studied for days on end for? Get married? Have your own children? What would you do if you walked into your 14 year old daughter's room and saw her lying there with no heartbeat, surrounded by a pool of blood. It would be no big deal right? You would shrug and clean up the blood with a smile on your face as your hum your favourite song that's been in your head for the past couple says. No. You'd cry and clutch her lifeless body in your arms and cry. Cry, cry and cry.
You'd think it was your fault and a million thoughts would go through your mind. Why would she do this? Is this my fault? Why didn't she tell me she was depressed? Why didn't I stop her? How couldn't I have known? But she was thinking the same thing you were as a child. You know, that nobody would care?