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It hasn't been in jahseh pov in a while so here you go and this is a little sad and (gco) means gets cut off just so y'all know if you didn't ok enjoy
Jahseh pov
I wake up the next morning outside in my friend wifis car and I smelled like alcohol and weed and I was still in the clothes I was wearing yesterday so I felt gross I got up and out the car and started walking to my house and when I get there I see Aiden (if you don't know who that is that is x's little brother)sitting on the couch crying while watching spongebob
"Aiden what wrong"
I said running over to him and hugging him
"I was scared no ones here"
"Wheres mama?"
"I don't know I seen this on the table"
He said handing my a note from our mom
"Why didn't you read it"
"Because know one teach me to read-mama knows that"
"It says (I will be gone for a little bit I had to get something really quick and who ever gets this tell Aiden I will be back and that I will get him a toy for leaving him)"
"Tf is wrong with her"
I said after reading the note
"She's going to get me a toy"
"Aiden she trying to buy your love she don't care"
"Mama don't care?-why?"
"Because she didn't want kids and she end up having me and i wasn't her priority"
"Mama don't want us"
"She wants you she doesn't want me I'm a failure to her"
"Can you keep a secret"
"What"
"Your my favorite person"
I giggle a little
"Your my favorite to"
After I said that I here the door open I look up and see my mom
"WTF YOU CANT JUST LEAVE A KID HIS AGE ALONE"
"Um boy don't rise your voice at me"
"TF YOU JUST PLANNING TO ABANDON HIM FOR A LITTLE BIT AND THEN BUY HIS LOVE BACK"
Aiden look at me scared and I know he hates when I yelled
"LITTLE BOY I TOLD YOUR ASS NOT TO YELL AT ME"
"YOUR A BAD MOM"
"LEAVE JAHSEH PACK YO SHIT AND MOVE YOU KNOW YOU NEED TO GROW UP"
"I DONT NEED TO GROW UP YOU I HAD TAKE ARE OF MYSELF AND YOU DONT CARE IF IM SLEEPY OUTSIDE OR IF IM LIVING IN SOME ONES CAR AND IF IM LEAVING I TAKING AIDEN WITH ME"
"YOUR NOT TAKING AIDEN I ACTUALLY LOVE HIM"
After she said that she hurried and covers her mouth
"Jahseh I didn't mean tha-gco"
"You don't love me I try my hardest to impress you I give you 80% of the money I get from rapping witch is not the easiest thing to do that shit hurts my throat and I work so hard for you So I can give you that money for you and aiden and grandma can be taken care of I bought you that car so you can go place with Aiden and get food and do everything you need to do I buy everything that you purchase everything thing in aidens room was my money not yours and you don't love me? I try even getting jobs for you so don't think that I'm not just a screw up and a fuck up person i sry for what I ever did to you I don't wanna do this anymore not with you"
I walking away and I just kept repeating to myself she don't love me after I would jump in front of a train for her and she don't love me I would get my dick cut off to say her life and she don't love me
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I got done packing my stuff and I walk out of my room and see that my mom and Aiden were taking on the couch so I decided I take out my little stuffed bear I had sense I was born and give it to Aiden so I walk over to him and get squat down
"Here you can have this I don't want it anymore"
I said handing it it to him softly and he pushed it away and I looked up at him and seen he had tears in his eyes
"I don't want that I want you to stay"
I could hear the pain in his voice and I started cry because I love my little brother a lot
"I'm sry but I have to go and can you just take care of him for me while I'm away plz"
He took it out of my hands and hugged me
"Plz jahseh stay"
"I love you little boy stay out of trouble ok"
We pull away and he wipes his tear and I wipe mine
"I love you to"
He said trying not to break down
I get up and get my bags and walk out of the house I didn't know were to go so I call WiFi and asked if I could stay the night at his house and he said it was fine so I walked to his house and spent the rest of my day there
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Sry this was short I couldn't think of anything else that could happen and sry if something don't make sense I didn't feel like reading it ❤️🥰
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