The day it all changed

the first days

P.o.v Scarlette

I walk with Nathaniel to the place where the funeral will be. It's been three day and I still can't believe I lost my best friend... I will never see him again... never.... I prepared a speech for the funeral and as we arrive the parents tell something. I didn't listen that good and when Nathaniel had to give his speech I started to cry again. "You were a great brother... I know you loved someone and it's a shame you had to leave this world... I hope you will come in a better world and will care about your best friend who is right here...." We clapped for him and then I had to give my speech.... I was nervous as hell but I had to do it.... As I looked at the body of my dead friend, which was all dressed up and make upped I saw his blonde hair sticking out of the coffin.... A tear rolled down my cheek again and I walked to the coffin to give my speech. "Dear Finnley... I wish you were with us here alive.... I wish I could hug you right now.... but now we can't. I promised you that I woulf fulfil our dream and I will do that for you.... I will miss you forever and I hope we will see each other again... And I wish could tell you how much I love you!" I start to get tears in my eyes but I keep talking. "I wish I could spend more time with you! But we can't and I regret I haven't spent that much time with you..... But I will thank you... for being such a good friend to me even when you were sick... I think... this is our real goodbye then...." I walk back to my seat next to Nathaniel. He rubs my back and smiles at me with some tears in his eyes. "You did well..." he says to me.

After the funeral we drive to the airplane. "Well I hope you will be okay here... without your brother..." I say. Nathaniel starts to chuckle. He brushes his brown hair with his hand and then says: "You really think I'm going to stay here? I'm going with you!" he smiles and shows his suitcase. I smile and hug him. I feel that he shocked from my reaction and he hugs me back.

As we're done hugging we walk to the airplane. I sit again at the window seat and look at Nathaniel. "Nathaniel... Should I read the notebook now...?" I ask him. He smiles at me. "Just call me Nathan... and yeah you will hopefully like it..." I sigh and grab the notebook. I look at the notebook and open it. I feel nervous again... but why? Because it's from Finn? As I read the first page I start to cry:
"Dear Scarlette... If you read this... Then I'm probably already dead.... I was sick but never told you that it became worse.. I was scared that you would be scared... I really love you and that will never change... even when I'm dead I will protect you... all because I love you.
Love, Finnley. 02 - 04 - 2014 "
That was only the first page and I already start to cry... Nathaniel rubs my back. "It's okay... you may cry..." He suddenly kisses my cheek and he smiles at me. "It will be okay Scar..." I smile and I feel that I blush a bit.

As we land at the airport again I call Ethan to pick us up. "Hey Ethan, It's me Scarlette!" I hear some things fall on the background and giggle. "Oh hey Scar! What's up? Are you okay?" I start to laugh. "I can better ask you if you are okay Ethan!" He laughs to and then he says:"But really what's up?" "Well I need a ride from the airport!" I hear him mumble something and then he says:"?  Okay that's cool! I will take my jacket immidiatly!" I hear that he is enthusiastic. "Oh and btw the brother of Finnley is with me too!" I hear for a moment nothing on the other side. After a few seconds he says in a less enthusiastic voice: "Oh okay... I will clean my car first then." He hangs up before I can say something. Why did he react like that?

P.o.v Ethan
Damned... I had the chance to tell her.. to tell her the truth. I hear the phone go and hope it's Scarlette who will say it's a joke but unfortunatly it's my girlfriend... I answer the phone. "Hey hunny!" I say trying to be enthusiastic. "Heeyyy babe! I just wanted to say I love youuu..." I know her too well.. she doesn't love me.. she just needs something from me again... "I love you top hunny!" I say lying. "Babe..." here we go... "I don't want to ask it but... can you buy me a car...my parents won't give me money...." Well sure man with all the money I got OF COURSE NOT! It's her own damn fault that she sold drugs! She deserves it! "Uhm babe... I don't think I have enough money for that..." It's silent on the other side. "But babe..." I start to get pissed of and say: "Olivia! I have bought so many shit for you! And you just use me! And now you want a fucking car? Hell no!" It's silent on the other side again. "Babe... I just love you..." she says. "I love you too but I can't afford any presents for you... but love isn't about presents right?" Silence again... "I wanna break up..." she says. "Wait what?" She used me all this time and then this? "If you can't afford any presents for me... to show me how much you love me then you just don't love me..." she says. I start to get more angry. "What the hack?! After everything I did for you?! I showed my live thousands of times! You know what? It's good that we break up! Bye!" I hang up before she can say something and throw my phone on the couch. First Scarlette bringing a boy here and now this... Shit! I forgot Scarlette! I run to my car and put the key in the door to open it. I drive to the airport and see Scarlette hugging a boy. There goes my chance....