I love you forever||Colby Brock (Editing)

Please lets just go out.

Atheena's POV

After crying for a good ten minutes I found myself on my floor. I am now lying there emotionless, it's hard to think. Everything in the world seems so useless I just wanted to be happy. Everything was too much.
"We tried to tell you" The voice in my head says to me. "Next time listen. It will save you time and heartbreak." They didn't say anymore as I heard a shift in my bed.
"AH who the fuck. What the fuck?" I scream
"Babe? What's going on?." I hear
"Colby?" The voice said and I just jump up and run over to him and hug him.
"Why are you crying?" He asks me
"I thought you left. I couldn't find your bag and the bed looked empty." I say into his chest
"I'd never leave you here." He says to me
"Wanna go out and do something?" I ask him
"Yes!" He says all excited
"Alright Ima call Noah and my friend Paige." I tell him.

*1 hour later*
So I've called Paige and Noah we are all gonna see a movie then go see a movie. After the movie we are gonna go to Paige's house. Me and Colby are getting ready right now.
"Colby want sure I wear!" I begged him. I've been asking him for 5 minutes now and he just keeps say.
"I don't know what do you want to wear." I know I'm being a typical girl asking 'do I look good in this' and 'do I look fat in these' but it's me just trying to make sure I look good for him. "Here wear your black jeans with the holes and your take chances hoodie and shirt." He says
"Um babe I don't have a take chances shirt?" I say with a confused tone in my voice
"I do. Here." He says as he grabs his shirt from his bag and hands it to me.
"Thank you. Now I am gonna go change I'll be back." I say to him then walk out the bedroom into my bathroom. Colby's shirt it a bit big on me so I grabbed my hair tie and tie it into a crop top. I know that's a little extra but if I'm being honest I am a little extra. "Alright what do you think." I say to Colby as I walk back into my room I don't have my hoodie on yet so he can see the shirt.
"Cute. But your always cute just the way you are." He says as he grabs the hoodie from my hand and puts it on me then kisses me on the cheek.
"You're always cute too." I say to him returning the kiss on the cheek. And then we headed out because Noah is picking us up. Colby grabs my hand as we walk down the stairs and I give his hand a squeeze just to make sure I'm not dreaming and he was real.
"Hey best friend." I say to Noah in a weird voice.
"Hii."  Noah says back as me and Colby get into the van. "Hi Colby." Noah says to Colby

"Hi." He says then looks at me and takes my hand

"Check our group chat I added Paige." Noah says to us

*Group chat*

Noah- READY TO PARTY IT UP IN THIS BITCH!!

Paige- Hell yeah

Colby- Lets get it!

Noah- I have to talk to you guys when we get to your house Paige

Paige-alright everything ok?

Noah-Yeah just need to talk before we start having fun everything just to clear the air.

Noah's POV

*Text messages*

To: JAKEY

Me-Hey jake can I talk to you about something?

JAKEY- Ofc are you ok?

Me- Yeah I just need to tell you something

JAKEY- Ok? What's up?

Me-I don't think I'm trans....I didn't do it for attention or anything I don't know, I was just going through a lot at the time and I just didn't feel right.

JAKEY- So you're a girl?

Me-Yes I'm sorry 

JAKEY- For what it's alright I get it. I still want to be with you I care about you.

Me-Awe thank you for understanding now I just gotta talk to the rest of the group

End of chat

I wish I could understand everything going on in my head but everything is so bunched up. I just can't get a hold of everything. And with that thought we pulled into Paige's driveway.

"You shouldn't have said anything."  The ignorant voice in my head says to me 

"And you need to shut up." I say back in my head. As we walked up the stairs I fell and busted my shit, I hurts like a bitch but funny as hell

"Are you Ok?" Atheena asks me whilst laughing

"Yeah I'm fine." I say even though I'm not I'm slowly falling into an anxiety attack. We slowly got to Paige's door.

"Hey Noah what did you want to talk to us about?" Paige asks me

"Guys just know I know that this is probably confusing for you but it's twice as confusing for me. I don't think I am trans." I say with a small pause in between the sentences.

"Oh Noah we except you as you not your gender, But what do you want to be called?" Atheena asked "Like name wise?" She finishes

"Call me Trin or Jade." I tell them. Jade is a name I've always liked.

"Well do you guys wanna play Uno?" Paige asks us

"You got Uno attack?" Colby asks 

"Hell yeah Bruh!" Paige says in return 

"LETS GET IT!" Atheena yells 

"I got snacks!" Paige says in excitement 

"Oh and soda." Paige's boyfriend Travis says as we all sit on the ground and he brings out the bin with chips and popcorn with other chocolate treats along with 3 four litter sodas.

Hey guys I know this chapter is SUPER short its just I've hit a writers block. I promise to come out with something great soon. We are almost to 500 reads guys YAYYY! Thank you everyone who has read my book. New chapter coming soon, sorry it took so long to write this one. I hope you guys understand.