I love you forever||Colby Brock (Editing)

Chapter 31

Hey guys I did something really bad and I can't post chapters very often but I promise everything will get better I just need to get through all of the shit I am going through right now. Sorry for that long sentence. The moment I get my phone and computer back I promise I will continue this story but for now that you everyone who has read my book and I hope you enjoyed my book thus far now please enjoy these lyrics to one of my favorite song atm.

I can't Carry this Anymore

Feel it heavy in my bones now
Feel like everybody goes out
And smiles for the 'gram yeah
Tried but I can't

Prayer in the shape of Prozac
Try to medicate the lows that
Come and meet me in the night time
Losing track of my time

Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gonna shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

Would you like me if I drank that
If you wanted I could take that
I'll do anything for love
I don't feel like I'm enough

You can probably see right through me
'Cus I can promise if you knew me
You would probably walk away
No you wouldn't want to stay

Oh, Mama said gonna be all right
But mama don't know what it's like in my mind
Mama said that the sun gon' shine
But mama don't know what it's like to want to die

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay

I know I'll be fine it's just that
Every time this comes back
Tell my maker up above that
I have had enough and

I can't carry this anymore
Heavy from the hurt inside my veins
I can't carry this anymore
Wonder what it's like to be okay