Poems

Perfect Disaster

When the nights are long and the days hard

I think of you

When everything is crazy and my heart is scarred

I miss you

I wish you could see

I wish you could remember

This is what you did to me

Left me alone in this cold September

My heart's pounding

I can't stop thinking of you

 What I felt was astounding

But you left me in the cold night blue

Struggling, struggling

Trying so hard to forget

Juggling, juggling

Trying to drown in a cigarette

The pain haunts me like it did

I still remember it

Forget, try to get lost amid

My heart hurts, my souls been split

Your words cut like knives

They cut me to shreds

Left me broken, in all my lives

I'm falling apart at the thin threads

We were the perfect disaster

My first love, my first life

Ripping me apart, you were the master

Stabbed me with a rusty knife

We were the disaster  that seemed perfect

We were the love that couldnt be broken

Our lies were left unchecked

Take my lies as a small token

We were always better apart

Then why can't we survive without each other?

Come with me back to to the start

Maybe you'll be better with another

This is all you put me through

Loved me, broke me, put me together

Sweetheart, how can I still love you?

We are a disaster, just like  bad weather

I'm so tired of all of this

But I can't stand to see you leave

I can take the pain, it's worth your kiss

Stole my heart, you're my thieve

Don't leave me now

My love, my life, my perfect disaster