Nitpicking
What the hell is wrong with me.. What am I doing so fucking wrong to be such a bother to them.. every little fucking detail they just eat me up about. I can't- no, I won't take their bullshit much longer.
When Will It Be Over?
Last night i broke my promise again.. it's been weeks.. fuck.. its not like i won't again anyway but i made the promise again, at least one more time. I promise I won't again.. I promise.. I promise.. But today.. it'll get better, yea? No. No. It won't. Last night i wanted it to be done, to be over already, I tried so hard.. I bled so much but so fucking little.. I'm glad to be back though, out of that abyss again.. I don't want to die.. I don't... Do I...?
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Yesterday
Non-FictionA diary of mine that I've been keeping since November.. i feel like posting and updating at least this to keep my friends updated. I'll never.go back and edit it, nor will i try and explain what's going on. Its difficult, but, the first post will be...
