Love hurts (sequal to caught up in love

2 months later,you gay?

D's pov

Man it's been 2months since my nigga E died, things ain't the same nomore. Noone really talks to another I mean like Spendria still stays with janiya but she hardly comes to school and eats or sleeps. I think janiya said she was taking classes online because so much stuff at school reminds her of edwin..I know she going though it she had just buried her ma in-law and not even what 3 hours later she finds out that her boyfriend died now she gotta raise that baby on her own right now I was At Ryan's apartment he got it about maybe 2 weeks after Edwin's funeral I would say me and E had a tight bond but him and Ryan they had a unbreakable bond man shit crazy and just like Spendria he ain't the same he in  depression I fell bad but he come to school but be focused like Fuck when the school found out they got put his Nick name "big E" and his football number he was mumber 4 on the  football helmets.

Ryan-you thinking bout E to huh?  He said staring at the wall

Me-yea how you know? I said looking at him now?

Ryan- I could tell he looked at me sometimes I wonder why?.you know, what did he ever do? His voice started to crack

Me-yea me to 

ryan-ain gone cry he said wiping tears he probaly turnin up in heaven he said smiling 

me-fr. bruh with his ma might be up there tryna rap with pac and bigs i said laughing a bit loking at the cieling

ryan-aye D i looked at him he was looking at me wanna go visit E grave? 

me-yea come on

i got up and he got up i walked down the hall and grabbed a hoodie out the closet and then grabbed him one we put them on then i grabbed my keys and we walked out the door he locked up and we got in my bmw and i started the car and drove to gregory B levett & sons funeral home 

spendrias pov

i was sitting in the car waiting on my old friend king her real name was aniya but when she told us that she liked girls she wanted us to call her king so now we call her that i meet her about 4 years ago when i was 13 through my cousin brian we used to go to school together middle school to be exact 6th grade. i always thought she was cute to cute to be a stud to but she says that boys dont want to do nun but fuck and duck and she rather be with a girl than a boy she was lightskin has black and shes mixed with korean her grandma is korean e and had a good grain of hair on her head its past her sholders she was taller than me too. i dont know why but i think im actually attracted to her i dont want to be but its something about her that i like in a sexual way. but im not gay or am i? i dont know but whatever i sighed, ever since  edwin died ive been ion know depressed but king helped she told me that being depressed isnt doing nothing but biening stuck in the past and that edwin would wantt me to be happy that he made up up there with his ma and that if i keep on im going to hurt the baby or worse and  i dont need no more bad things come into my life right now i allready lost 2 in 1 month i quit school and signed up for classes online for high school. king does the same i been staying with her for the past 2 weeks shes cool company, she helps with my pregnacy to, she helps when im cramping she rubs my stomach and gives me massages and feds me she helps when i go to docters appointments and when i cry at night about edwin she comes into the guest room with me she holds me and rocks me to sleep she texts me goodmorning and goodnight like she goes with me she texts me or calls me and checks up on my and tells me she loves me i tell her i love her too but as in friend wise nothing less nothing further i was knocked outta my thoughts by the car door shutting i looked over at the passenger side and she was wearing a white fitted shirt and some blue and white gym shorts with some blue and white addidas she had her hair pulled in a high ponytial and 2 briads on the sides of her hair