Love hurts (sequal to caught up in love

funeral :( pt. 1

2 weeks later 

spendrias pov

I had just got out the shower and was putting on my black pencil skirt and my floral pink  and white blouse and by pink black and white flats I was at Edwin's we  were getting ready for his mama's funeral she always talked about wearing pink to her funeral Cus black it always a depressed color and that she wanted everybody to wear it at her funeral she wanted her casket to be a offset white with her anitials in  light pink and that's what we did we had left minnesota early for the funeral Edwin said his grandma wanted  it to be before Christmas which was in another week Edwin has been kinda happy ever since Nivia was born and he said he had a surprise when he gets to the service for the funeral I finished wanding my hair and then put my earings on That his Mama gave me they were some diamond earings I put on the necklace to go with it them I grabbed my phone then walked out his bathroom and walked to the kitchen he was drinking some orange juice and Eating a piece off Bacon I had cooked earlier I walked over to the cabinet and grabbed a plate then to the  stove and fixed me some eggs,grits toast and Bacon I sat my plate down and then grabbed a apple juice out the fridge then sat down at the table preyed over the food when began to eat

Edwin-you look nice he said walking over to the sink

me- Thanks you too he had on some light pink Levis pants with a white Polo  shirt and some pink and white airmax

Edwin-Thanks but I'm gonna go warm up the car he said grabbing his keys off the counter

me-yea

he walked out the kitchen and I heard the front door shut moments later I was just about to put some grits in my mouth when I felt my phone vibrate under my left leg I stood up a bit and grabbed it I looked and it read fattyit was janiya I answered it

phone conversation

me-hello?

fatty-Spendria Yall on the way?

me-no I'm Eating Edwin just walked to the car so it was warm up I said chewing some bacon

fatty-Oh well we should be at the funeral home in bout 30 min we waiting on my ma to get back

me-Ok Yall wearing pink? I said finishing my food and walking over to the sink

fatty-Yea I got on my bright pink she bought me for my birthday with some black wedges and I made d put on a light pink Polo vest with a white Longsleeve under it with some black pants and some church shoes his ma had brought over

me-I bet he mad I said laughing but Lemme go I'm Finna get in the car I said grabbing my coat and keys

fatty-Ok see you there

I hung up and walked outside but not before locking the door I got in the car I guess edie den hear me Cus he was Laying his head on the steering wheel with the crossroads by bone thug and harmony i shut the door lighty and he  lifted his head up he had tears flowing down his face he tryed wiping then quickly so that i couldnt see but i did he was about to put the car in drive but i put my hand i his stopping him he looked at me confused 

me-edwin if your not ready we can wait i said almost crying 

edwin-regardless or not im still going to have to bury my mother spendria i just choose to prepare myself for the future without her in my life lets just get ready he said trying to smile for me but i could tell he was torn