The Man I Love

Love Is Pain

Neal stared in the mirror looking at his four weeks of growth of hair and beard he still get haunts from those words latoya through in his face, you don't know what love is, it's true she was right or kate won't be in his bed at this moment, i love you latoya he whisper then he was off to work feeling miserable, kate lay there watching neal wishing he would show her that same love and affection he showed latoya, it's really a pity  this unborn child he would not love, he would think i planned it to keep him , days pass miserably for neal he decided to go to the barbershop get cleaned up it's Saturday so he is going meet some friends at club marine tonight, latoya needs a drink so she decide to catch a cab to go club marine to pour her heart out she is meeting mary there, it's 11am the club started getting full she was now getting in to drinks when she saw dave, behind him was neal and some other people she knew i look back at mary you trick me no i didn't yes you did I'm out, neal ran behind her, latoya wait! for what i have nothing to say to you but i have i scream at him i don't want to hear at least let me take you home ok thats it on they way to her house kate tell him stop the car he look at her dumb like we soon by your house, she started to speak i love you neal and it so hard to not speak to you i know kate is staying by your house i went to collect my stuff but i walk away, tell me do you love kate, no i don't only you, so why she still there, she is going home tomorrow i got out the open the drivers door get out i said he got out he was standing so close to me i wanted him in every way, i can explain neal started to say, i shut him up with a kiss that was blissful i want you to touch me i want to sleep in your arms tonight, there's a hotel four blocks away, time we got to the room we were allover one another, our love making was so passionate i guess the neighbours heard my screams of pleasure we didn't stop till we was sated he told me how much he miss me and love me i love you too i said tears in my eyes, sleep took over me, neal was still awake cuddling latoya and thinking how much he love this woman, have to break it off with kate he have enough money saved to buy her out he work so hard to get another investor it's time to break this contract once and for all, sleep took over him, 5am he and latoya was at it again can't get enough of each other they slept till 1pm latoya had to get home with the kids her mom going out, when she got home he kissed her goodbye she watch till the car turn the curve.