The Man I Love

The Secret Affair

Who the fuck calling me so dam early in the morning neal got up look at the digital clock 5am in the morning chaaaaa, he look at latoya she still asleep phone rang again he answered kate on the other line hi my darling i am just letting you know I'm visiting in two weeks, what for he asked? don't forget who's your investor and who paid your legal fees, ok kate you win but keep latoya out your games she doesn't know anything bout us and remember don't play smart with me, I'll call you let you know when to pick me up, phone hang up, that bitch kate being my investor and signing a contract and with it i have to pleasure her,  what the hell i got my self into for a year i have to lie to the woman i want to be with, hi babe why you leave alone in bed neal answered had to take a bussiness call, ok are you coming back to bed he got up pull me down to the couch neal not again but he was hard and ready we made love till the sun came up. We crawled back to bed and slept till the afternoon sun came up, my cell rang my mom called honey are you yes mom I'm good, how's the kids, good they helping me fix brunch so are you going to bring him over or what i need to meet this guy you be seeing, ok mom I'll ask him over get back to you soon, hey babe get up its 12.30 we slept long enough plus my mom invited you to lunch so we have to get ready and go, neal moan pull me on top him if you be a good girl ride me he was rock hard bulging out the sheet, i couldn't resist so i rode him till booth us came, we got to my house around 2 in the afternoon he got to finally meet the family and the girls had him busy with they new dolls he bought them, he so good with kids i just thinking how it would feel to have his baby, days past neal spent time with me and the kids, one evening he finally told me he love me but i couldn't say the words the past haunts me to much,but he was understanding, neal was loving all the way, one day he told me he have important business so I'm not going see him much  i said so you still pick me up from work, he told me yes, we made love that whole night like it was our last, two months past we haven't had sex or seen each other for long i even had to catch the bus home, when i call him no answer when he do answer he says he's busy, i decided  to go to his office the next  day and surprise him when i got there his secretary told me he is out i told her I'll wait for him in office she got up to block me but i was to swift for her when i got to his office i heard voices i bust through the door who to meet kate sitting in his lap the woman from the show he said was his friend, in shock i walked from the room hearing his voice saying i can explain but i just keep straight once i reach out side tears began to fall i bump something hard and arms wrap around me saying i can explain, i pulled a way from him there is nothing to explain you fucking lied to me, what the fuck she doing in your lap sitting i haven't been with you in two fucking months you always busy this what the fuck you been doing screwing her, neal holding his head feeling her pain said no, what i got my self into he said to himself, latoya i love you, love me you don't know shit bout love and left him there standing by himself