i was in the bathroom, crying.
did you notice?
when you were fixing your hair?
i was looking at you with sadness in english class.
did you see?
of course not, why was i such a fool to hope you did?
he's better for you.
he's a man.
he can do more for you.
you don't talk to me at all at this point.
you don't even acknowledge the fact that i exist.
of the three months we've spent as friends,
you're acting as if you don't know me at all.
as if that man, not even, boy, is good all the way.
i hate that.
i feel sorry for you.
i looked at you as you walked home with his arms around you.
i sat and i cried and i lost my sanity for you.
all while you were watching me, but you didn't do anything.
i wonder,
did you see?---
sorry for the super super super long wait, thanks for being patient w me
thank you. :,)
i'm gonna try to do better for those of you that have stayed and are reading, i promiseee.

YOU ARE READING
trust. || chaennie
Fanfiction" it's okay. we have each other. we can be each other's strengths. we can open up to each other. and cry to each other. and keep each other comfort. and warmth. and joy. and just be there for each other. don't be sad. don't cry. " !! BEFORE READING:...