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Shuhei x Reader

Requested by: BlueSapphireArtisan3
Sad.. Very sad.. Idk.. Words are Inspiration from Ghost Rule and Yoshiwara Lament

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Your pov

Hey Mayday can you please hear me out?
I wanna cry but it seems I can't
Hey Mayday please hear me out
I want my whole life to be wiped out before my end

Glancing at the two figures with immense pain in my heart. She's got his heart so easily.. I wish I can be Rangiku..

He stares at her figure with very pure love.

Why does it hurt so much..?

It hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts it hurts.

Please stop hurting me..

Hey Mayday can you please hear me out?
You have hurt me more than I can comprehend
Hey Mayday please hear me out
Just break me already so I can see my very end

"I guess I like her." He chuckled as I smile with pain.

"It's a good thing to express your feelings towards her. Maybe you should give it a try." I recommended, resisting the tears that want to come out.

"Thanks (Y/N). I'll make sure that I will." He smiled.

I chuckle as pain hits me like a train.

"Even though your heart belongs to another, I just want you to be happy, I don't want you to suffer, I wish you with pure happiness. But then again, I don't want myself to get hurt."

I closed my barracks door as I clutched my head while screaming with intense pain.

"WHY ARE YOU HURTING ME?!" I screamed as tears finally cascaded down my red face.

Sliding down on the door as I sat on the cold hardwood floor.

"I just.. Want to be loved.. By someone I love.." Whispering as I buried my face in my arms.

"Haah.. Hah.. Hahaha.." I chuckled. "I-I'm going insane.." I smiled with a pained look.

Breathing unsteady as malicious thoughts clouded my head.

The umbrellas that protected happy people from rain
Smiling happily at eachother as I stared at them with envy
I am the only one that is drenched, I am the only one that is alone

"When I first saw you, I thought you were the one. But fate decided to change that has it?"

Shuhei pov

"Shuhei." A feminine voice called.

I turned around to see the girl that made my heart flutter.

Rangiku.

"Y-Yes Rangiku-san?" I stammered.

"I am worried for (Y/N)'s absence. I haven't seen her all day. Please go check up on her. You're the only person that she is very close with." She requested seriously.

"Of course Rangiku-san!" I replied with energy.

"Thank you." She bowed as she left.

Now that she has mentioned it, I haven't seen (Y/N) anywhere. Eh.. she's probably sleeping in her office.

Walking to the 2nd Division. I saw Captain Soi Fon along with Marechiyo.

"Captain Soi Fon, Have you seen (Y/N)?" I asked.