House of Anubis.
"Tree, tree dance in the rain.
Don't look back for me.
Lion boy and I, lion boy and I, walk in the rain.
Don't allow me to fall.
Don't allow me to sing a song of empathy.
Lion boy."
Y/n l/n is a gorgeous girl, her laugh brings out t...
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It was a Saturday morning, the sun had just peaked behind the curtains and the house was quiet.
The sounds of early morning birds chirped outside the Anubis house hold, soft snores filled the house, hustle of breakfast being made, made its way up the house hold. The scrumptious smell of bacon and scones filled the house hold.
The buzz from the night before had died down, and I had decided to go to the masked ball and see what happens, I met someone. A quick notice, when I'm attracted to someone I usually call them lion boy. I smiled as I remembered the night before, the music loud, masks covering everyone's faces, laughter echoing, it was perfect. I sat down, due to my feet hurting and being alone while a slow song played, however fait had other plans.
I sat there waiting for nothing really, but a masked sir came over to my seat, I sighed and looked up from my phone to greet the boy. He smiled at me,no words spoken just a simple gesture, he allowed me to take his hand and we dance to the music. It was sweet, calming, we stared at one and other, the only thing noticeable was his piercing blue eyes, like Jerome's but more dazzling.
He spoke, his voice muffled due to the music. "Why are you alone?" His voice gentle and soft. I softly smiled at him, leaving my head on his chest.
"I don't like people." I replied short and snappy my voice not even recognisable to me.
"You seem to like me" he laughed continuously leading the dance in an elegant fashion.
"I'm behind a mask, you won't know me, I won't know you, I can speak and never talk to you again." My voice low so only he can hear.
"How do you know I won't see you again? For all you know I could reveal my self right here right now." He laughed at his own statement.
"I know you won't do that."
"How are you so sure?"
"Well, your soft and gentle, no one at our school is soft and gentle, so I know your using the mask to hide whoever you've made yourself into. I know that when this dance is over, we'll go our separate ways and live on in memory."
"Maybe so, but we have a minute left of this dance so let's make it last forever."
"Whatever you say" with those words we continued to dance, our feet guiding one and other through the crowd. The minute seemed to last milliseconds every so simple, and yet so powerful. The song ended, we parted and the dance continued, I never ran into him again.
I shook my head, bringing myself back to reality and continued to get ready for the day ahead. Pulling my legs to the side, allowing my bare feet hit the wooden floor. Cold air brushed against my body, I released a shiver causing my body to almost jump back into bed.
I ran towards the bathroom with a towel. Entering the room, I turned on the shower, stripping my self from my clothes, stepping in and adjusting to the warm water. The water ran down my back, soap and conditioner falling from my body. I continued to stand there and apply shampoo, the warm water cleaned my body. Thoughts came to mind as I felt completely at piece; thoughts, they could kill me if I stopped taking my medication.
"Ooo, Don't let them take me, Mama I'm only human, Dada I'm on medication don't take it out on me, Ooo, don't let them take me."
I sang a quiet melody that I wrote when I was at my darkest hours, I remembered what I did to myself, scars stayed glued to my body, I hated them. There ugly and unbearable to look at, I hate it. I hate them, and I hate this stupid school.
I got out the shower, rapping a towel around my body, and turning off the water. I left the room and started heading to my room, thoughts still consumed me, my heart ached. As I reached the room I opened the door, to realise Amber and Nina were still asleep, there head gently resting on their pillows. It was cute. I continued to walk into the room, my hand gathered my clothes I had laid out on the bed, what I wore was a long sleeve black turtleneck, black ripped jeans with a bulky belt that consisted of studs embedded into it, and a pair of vans. For my hair I decided to Shuv it in a simple pony tail, allowing strands of hair to fall out at the front, then I decided to not to my make up due to the fact hat it takes forever to take off. Finally, I was done.
Grabbing my headphones and my phone I ran downstairs, deciding to skip breakfast and go for a scroll around the campus. Once I had told Trudy to not worry making me breakfast I left the house leaving all of my worry's behind. Placing my ear buds into my ears, daughter started to play, allowing the smooth melody to travel into my mind, Youth.
"To the perfect start to the finish line, If your still breathing then your the lucky ones, Because most of us are still heaving through corrupted lungs."
The song continued to play, before I knew it I had made it to a Library, old and gloomy, perfect. As I sat on one of the near by rocks I decided to lean back and listen to the song.
"If your still bleeding then you are the lucky ones, Because most of are feelings are dead and they are gone."
The trees brushed against one and other, the sun shining through the gaps, allowing a light glow to hit my face.
"When you broke my chest, Ringing in my head.."
After the song ended, I had made the final decision to head back to the house, another song by Daughter played through my earphones, it was peaceful. However, nothing stays that war for long, before I knew it the thoughts had come rushing back, urges I haven't had in years decided to remerge and I felt my heart breaking in my own chest. I ran, from nothing really, I don't know what I was trying to achieve, but I ran, I guess from myself. My feet crashed into the ground, my heart pounding into my rib cage, my breath becoming heaving, my vision blurred. The house came into view and I ran for the door, my hands pushed it open not bothering to knock. I continued to run up the stairs, shouts came after me, my eyes wet and soaked. I looked around frantically, heading towards the bathroom at a rapid pace, I opened the door and shut it. Sitting on the toilet trying to calm my breathing from something that continues to show up, a panic attack. The first of many.
Minutes pasted and I finally calmed down, I headed towards the door, opening it and for a brief moment getting ready to lie. My feet walked in front of one and other, heading down the creaky stair case, and coming face to face with worried faces.
"Hey guys everything alright?"I asked trying to act clueless to three calls just moments before.
"We could ask you the same thing? What just happened?" Alfie asks, pushing his boundaries as a friend, I gently smiled at him and everyone else. They all had concerns written over there faces, I pushed my smile further, trying to make it as believable as possible.
"I'm fine guys don't worry, I just needed to pee that's all" I laughed at my dumb excuse, it's kinda dumb don't you think? Everyone laughed along with me, well almost everyone, Jerome looked stone cold, he scoffed and walked away. What is his problem?
