Little Lies To Hide Me

Who am I?

Who am I?
Who am I to be a judge?
Who am I to discover your crimes?

Why should I?
Why should I listen?
Why should I try to help you?

How many times?
How many times till it stops?
How many times do I have to repeat mistakes over and over again?

What makes me?
What makes me believe?
What makes me want to be perfect in everything I do?

If I change,
If I change myself,
If I change the way I live will it be enough?

Should I?
Should I forget?
Should I forget about the voices which tell me pure lies?

Can I do that?
Can I stop regreting what I have once done?
Can I stop at the edge of nothingness and turn back?

Havent I?
Havent I tried?
Havent I managed to be happy, to feel alive even for a little while only for it to go away?

Go on?
Go on in my life without a reason to live?
Go on even though I feel like an empty shell?

I want to.
I want to make it.
I want to be myself again, to rescue myself from my own hell

Who am I?
What am I?
I am not
Me

*Inspired by SKZ song Who am I*