Little Lies To Hide Me

You Told Me....

You have got to know me
Do you like what you see
I am feeling so down
Because you always told me
You have always told me
That I am afraid
So weak, not strong enough
That I am a crybaby who always cries
That I can't stand up for myself
That I am shy
But do you really know me?
Have you ever known me?
My head is a mess
I am floating in the dark
With every breath I take
I am slowly drowning in feelings of having enough
Do you want to switch
To taste my life
To always be the perfect one
Do you want to see
How many problems I keep locked inside my heart
Will you be able
To block the thought of a devil?
To hide behind your smile?
To be happy so you don't make worried anyone?
Can you keep breathing with millions of words dragging you down?
Can you keep feeling the same way as when this all began?
Can you tell me what I did wrong so I am thinking this now?
I keep loosing my breath, balance and love
I feel like a broken doll, but still try to be good for you
But I think I have lost it
So, just let's get through....