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3- The Blue Car

supine
/ˈs(j)uːpʌɪn/

adjective
1. (of a person) lying face upwards

2. failing to act or protest as a result of moral weakness or indolence

Yoongi thought.

Why?
It was because he wasn't good enough. Wasn't it?
No. That had to be it.
What other explanation could there be?
Exactly.

Everyone abandoned him in the past.
And everyone who was at his side now would abandon him too, sooner or later.

It had always been like this.
He began to like someone, he began to trust someone, he was left, heartbroken and alone.

This wouldn't happen again. Not on his watch.

A small sound announced that he had received a message.
He picked up his phone and looked at it.

Hoseok
Hey🐦☀️
U wanna meet up w/ me today??

Yoongi sighed. He just said that he wouldn't let anyone near him and Hoseok already made it way more difficult than it was originally supposed to be.

Yoongi
No.

He felt bad for Hoseok, knowing how much the younger one liked him, but for once he wouldn't think of the others and just think about himself.
What was best for him, not for anyone else.

Hoseok
Nawwww yyyyyy😶😭😥

Yoongi
I'm busy.

That was a lie and Yoongi knew it all too well.
Now he felt even worse, lying to his best friend.

Hoseok
Wyd?

Yoongi
Things.

'Such a kindergarten answer', he thought to himself.

Yoongi
Important things.

It only got worse the more he texted.

Hoseok
Oh come on😂
I know u r just too lazy to go out
U just wanna lie in ur bed the whole day🤚🏼

What Hoseok said wasn't completely wrong. Yoongi was absolutely not an active guy, he preferred staying home over outdoor activities, especially anything regarding sport.
It only made his decision more understandable, but it wasn't the main reason.