How Much I Love You

Chapter 1

My heart is now a black hole that can't be fixed no matter how much I tried. I show no emotions. I don't smile and I will never smile. What happened in my past lead me up to this point in my life. I am the Grim Reaper. You might think that the Grim Reaper is a guy with all bones and no skin but that's not true.

I am a girl and I'm not all bones. I have long moon black hair, golden ice eyes which I cover up with contacts when i am around people who are alive, I have light sun kiss brown skin, and a flat look on my face all the time. I wasn't like this 6 years ago.

Six years ago, I smiled and even if it was a fake smile I would always smile. Six years ago I was 16 years old and was in a pack called the Moon Heart Lake pack. From birth everyone hated me. My mother cheated in her mate with a guy she met at a local pack. My mother's mate found out and killed her right after my birth.

I was raised without a mother or a father. The whole pack hated me. On my 5th birthday, they started beating me and making me do house work. At the time where all the kids' shift, I was the one who didnt. That made everything worst. More beating. I wasn't even allowed to go to school to have clothes.

I only got one pair of jean,and a top. That was it. At the age of 16, everyone could be able to find their mates. The alpha was my mate and rejected me. About 1 year later my mate got married to a human girl. My mate's wife then got pregnant and give birth to two healthy baby boys.

After she give birth, I have left the pack. 6 months have passed and I was living on the streets and no where to go. It was a sunny morning when I found out who I really was. Marks started forming everywhere on my body. The marks made everything painful. I had thought that it was cancer so I went to the Doctor and nothing.

I went to a library and look up my marks. It was the same one as the Grim Reaper from a movie back in the 1700s. Later that day a pack of wolves tried to kill me. They had left me on the field covered in blood. I thought that I was going to die until I heard a voice inside my head.

"My young one you are no human or werewolf. You are much more powerful. My dear, you are the one and only true Grim Reaper. After a long life of heartache and pain, I have given you the title. You are death itself and the keeper of Hell."

I couldn't say anything back cause she left before I can do so. When I woke up I wasn't in the field anymore covered in blood. The blood was all gone. My body felt lighter and so much better then before. My hair was no longer dark brown but moon black.

After getting used to living in Hell and kill people who have done wrong on earth. But that was six years ago. Today I'm 22. I'm about to be 23 in 6 months. I am still single and it's not bad. My house has three floors. On the first floor is the kitchen, living room, and an outside porch looking over the city of Hell where people are chained and monster go around trying to find food.

On the second floor was my office. In my office, I find out who needs to be killed. Some gets a second chance. And the meeting room if needed. On the last floor is my bedroom, bathroom where I put my clothes, which I have a lot, library, and music room which I use all the time to write songs. I'm allowed to go to the human world (Earth) which I really don't cause I am always so busy.