Giving Up

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Things has been good, for a minute. Well until i almost stomped Megan's face in. My hormones was crazy, me and Keegan is a no go, that bitch cant keep his shit in his pants, hoes calling everyday, today we went shopping and some hoe wanted to fight, now i would but I'm almost 9 months.

"Keegan im really tired"

"you think a nigga ask fa this shit"

I was now hurting, bad.

"what'chu mean"

" ion ask fa dis, but i cant..."

"no its coo" with that said i ran to my room, locked the door and slid down the wall. I cried, then i heard the front door slam meaning he was gone.

Its been two days now since Keegan left, i was on my computer studying, I'm doing online school now. While finishing up, my tummy started to hurt, i was hungry so i made a sandwich, after having my snack, the pain was getting to me, i felt like i wanted to pee real bad, i walked to the washroom, when i pulled my panty down it had blood.

"holly crap, lord please be with me" i said starting to cry as the pain and cramps got worst.

Woooo

Wooo, breath, breath. The cramps began to ease up, making me feel better, i went and grabbed my bag, i called the front desk.

I had just awaken from my emergency caesarian, i had yesterday,

"hey your awake, wanna see your babies" the nurse said

I was confused.

"uhm babies, i"

"oh honey the other one was hiding behind his sister"

"a boy and a girl"

"yeah wanna see them, and I'm nurse Judy by the way"

I nodded, she immediately left, i called fraya.

"hey poo" she said

"hey fray wadup, i missed you"

" miss you too poo, how is da baby and keegan, and when you finna pop"

"well that's why i called, Keegan in hell and i had them yesterday"

"THEM" she yelled

"yeah a boy and girl, they said he was hiding behind his sister"

"oh shit how Keegan take"

"girl ion know and ion care, fuck niggas, oh let me call ya lata, the nurse coming with them"

"oh OK send pics, love y'all"

We hung up.

The nurse hand me the little baby boy, he was tiny, look like a lil asian baby but when he looked at me, his eyes were a hazel brown, he was really cute.

" i love you, uhm zarian" i cooed

"lets practice breastfeeding hun" nurse Judy said.

After zarian finished his feed, i took Krystal and did the same, she had the biggest grey eyes you e ever seen, the looked exactly alike, just different sizes and different eye colours.

Its been a week, i was now finally back at the condo, nurse Judy helped me. The babies was asleep on my bed. It was hard, i been home on 2 days, now alone, i been crying too, I'm giving Keegan another week if he doesn't show well, i know what i need to do, i was tired calling him and texting.

( zarian in mm)

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