~~Why? Why am I always in the background of everything? I don't even know what to do? I should just roll with life until Mi's and Bae's friend's Birthday past....~~
Today was the Mi's and Bae's friend's birthday. I woke up and picked up the phone that was beside me. I soon dialed the number that Bae gave me and tried calling her, but no answer. I called again and still no answer.
"She must be with her friend already and has her phone off," I said to myself. So I decided to do my own thing and not go to the party. I left the house wearing a grey crop top with my black jacket and my black jeans including my white converse. I went walking around because I had nothing special to do besides getting revenge... but that is only at night time. I was walking peacefully when a guy ran into me. What's with me and bumping into people? The guy looked down at me with his light blue eyes and smiled. I wasn't prepared for this. The guy said something that I thought would worry me, but I am not so sure.
"Well, well, well. Look who we have here. Jung Soo. The little Jung Soo. She is alive and seems fine to me. Haha, and everyone thinks you are dead Jung Soo-ah. Thanks because of me! Yes, I was the one who told everyone that you died a long time ago. Now you can be a different person and do your own thing." he said with dark deep red eyes. Every time I look at him he disgusts me in every way. So what I did was I just ignored him and kept on walking. I swear if this guy follows me or says one word to me, his life will be in danger. I went to the alleyway that was beside a market and it looks like he was trying to follow me and couldn't catch up. I started walking on the other side of the market so he won't interfere with me anymore. Strange because I feel like someone is watching me when a guy was "harassing" me. I kept walking and I still felt those eyes staring at me. I looked around acting as if I was trying to look for the food court and I found the person who was looking at me. He looked dead at me and I kept my calm because I knew that the night was going to fall soon. You all know what will happen when night falls...
"OMG!! Is that Jung Soo!?" One girl with braided hair yelled. My eyes widened when I heard her voice and remembered who it was. Please. No, I don't like this girl.
"It looks like Jung Soo, Let's go ask her." Her friend told her. I was about to run until I remembered that I have to act like a different person now that everyone thinks that I am dead.
"Excuse me miss, but by any chance is your name Jung Soo?" asked the Friend.
"Um, sorry, but I don't know anyone named Jung Soo. My name is...Min Seung. I am sorry that I couldn't help you. I am on my way home now."
"Welp she is not Jung Soo, so we can just leave." said the girl with braids.
"No...she has to be Jung Soo. Her face, her voice, her movements...it's...not her," she said.
I walked off knowing that I had things to do at home instead. I arrived home and remembered everything from when I was a little kid. Starting to cry, I grabbed everything in my sight and threw it across the room. I wasn't able to control what I felt. What is wrong with me? I didn't know what to do until I sat down on the bed and started to cry even more. Philips wasn't my true love and he will never be. I thought he was, but I just ended up disappointed. Will I even love in the Future? Maybe not...
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Jung Soo knew that if she died right now, nobody would notice because she is "already dead" for everyone else. She cried all the tears before doing it. I loved you, I love you, and I will always love you, my dear family. Everything on her mind disappeared and she closed her eyes slowly. She layed there, her body and bed full of blood. In the end, she knew someone was coming for her, maybe to save her...
