Today she woke up happy thinking she will have a great day. She had a lot on her mind. However things didn't go the way she planned.
They fought again. His words were getting more painful everytime. She wished he would be what he was but deep in her heart she knew it will never happen. She's failing on her part. She couldn't find him and she kept losing him. One more heart break and it will be the end of her dreams and life.
So much has happened and she doesn't know what he is thinking. They have known each other long enough to have the ability to know about each other, then why was is not happening.
Whenever he hugs her or when they cuddle she doesn't feel his warmth but she does feel him tense. She doesn't see the care neither does she know if its still there. What she doesn't understand is why he doesn't understand. 😞🙁
