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Help?

This isn't about the story, but its causing me to have less inspiration. I feel like an emotional rollercoaster, keep on getting inspiration than losing it.

Last term, i kept questioning my sexuality, if i was bi or straight. I stopped because i thought i was straight, last week i realized i was bi.

I have no idea what to do, in my religion, they accept gays and lesbians, but they never mentioned bisexuals.

I don't how to come out, my family is important in the country and the religion we're in, but not a lot of people know.

I told my best friend, I'm bi, bc i knew she would support me and she does, it was harder to tell her exactly how i figured it out.

Coming out to my classmates would be easier than coming out to my family, bc its probably my last yeae in this school and i probably won't see them again.

We live in a messed up society and we're growing up in it. My best friend when i was younger was a black girl and i had no problem with that, but her mom did bc I'm white. But what was special to me about this friendship was because we were still best friends and she tried to convince her older sister not yo say anything, and it worked. But i got into another school and we were still young and had nothing to contact each other with.

Okay i am totally going off point.

I dont know if im ready to come out, and i don't know when im going to be, but i dont want to stay stuck in a closet all my life.

Im telling you all this bc i trust you and u all mean something to me.

Do you have any advice?

I'm becoming pissed and mad a lot and I have no idea what to do with all these feelings inside me.