Wanted To Go.... 😀

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I wanted to go and hide in the water
So that i would not hear what they were saying.

I wanted to go and stand under the rain
So that i would not show them my tears.

I wanted to go and pass through bushes
So that i would not confirm that i was hurt.

I wanted to go and curl in the ball
So that i would not feel alone.

I wanted to go and smile
So that i would not be in pain.

I wanted to go and get crushed
So that i would not be ever again.....

I wanted to go and meet some accident
So that i would not do self harm....

But everything was what i wanted.
The truth was i heard what they said... yeah didnt shown my tears... didnt let them know that i was hurt ..... but i was alone.... but i was in pain....  

I dont know about ever again but i did let them crush me to the finest sand....
But yeah i would not do self harm whatever comes in the way....!!!!!
At least i dont want to....

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