My Best Friend's Step Sister // fw x reader

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*alyssas pov*
currently i was being forced to go places without prestyn. without anyone
which is really bad because i get really bad social and crowd and basically any kind of anxiety around too many people when im alone. i start shaking and sometimes i cry
i was shaking just thinking about it
i was currently on the phone with prestyn
-on call-
alyssa: what do you mean you got grounded
prestyn: exactly that idiot. mom is mad because i havent been home to hear her and dad fight over him drinking and grandma and uncle dave fighting too.
alyssa: this isnt good prestyn. im freaking out
prestyn: why do you have to do it anyways
alyssa: its a cultural thing. and i just need someone to go with and youre the only person i can tolerate for 7 hours
prestyn: im sorry i cant go. but youll be fine i promise.
then someone knocked on the door
alyssa: ill call you later
and i hung up
-off call-
i went to open my door with shaking hands and tears ready to spill. i was getting anxiety just thinking about tomorrow
it was finn
finn: hey we are about t- whats wrong?
alyssa: nothing im fine.
he wiped the tear that ran down my cheek with his thumb
finn: youre obviously not fine. can i come in?
i moved to the side and wiped my eyes. he came in and shut the door
finn: so whats up with you
alyssa: i have this cotillion thing i have to go to for my cousin and i dont want to go alone
finn: why?
alyssa: i get really bad anxiety around people
finn: oh. i get anxiety sometimes too. normally around a lot of people
alyssa: it sucks
he put his hand on my knee
finn: stop shaking it hasnt happened yet. and if you want ill go with you
alyssa: uh that might not be the best idea
finn: and why not
alyssa: because my aquaintance skye is totally obessed with you and had "claimed you as her husband"
finn: well its up to you. im always here
alyssa: ya know what sure.
finn: alright. dress code?
alyssa: im going shopping later with sophia. you can find something there
finn: but like is it coat and tie? or what?
alyssa: you need to be fancy. but not super fancy. understand?
he nods his head and leaves the room
*time skip after dress shopping*
i finally found a dress and finn found something (dm me for the dress and just imagine finn in a photoshoot outfit or something im too lazy to look)
after we got home finn came into my room and we just hung out for a while
finn: are you tired?
alyssa: eh.
finn: do you want to sleep?
alyssa: not really
finn: well im tired and im gonna sleep
alyssa: goodnight
finn: goodnight
it is currently 12:30 in the morning. finn and i had been talking for 6 hours. damn.
hes pretty fun. he has a nice personality and i could play with his hair all day. hes really tall so he automatically gives good hugs and he understands it. the anxiety. the pain. the fear. he understands it like nobody else has before.
he has these chocolate brown eyes that i could stare into for hou-
oh fuck
oh shit
oh fuck oh shit oh no
i have a crush on him as a human being.
*finns pov*
i went to lay in bed thinking about everything alyssa said in the six hours of talking. "youre all humans, you still deserve privacy. you shouldnt have to hide" "cyberbullies are just wimps hiding behind a screen, nobody would ever say that to your face. and even if they did its because they have low self esteem and are jealous of you" that one made me laugh. thats exactly what i used to think
she really understood the anxiety part of it all too. she gave me a necklace. it was an old black painted quarter. she said the ridges on the sides help to calm her and said i should try it. she uses a purple necklace now so she gave me that one.
shes so pretty
and shes a great person
her light brown hazel eyes that i could gaze into like shining stars are ju-
shit. i caught feelings
fuck
jaeden is going to kill me.