Sometimes you feel like you're trapped in a box and the walls just keep closing in.
You dont express what you feel to the point where you don't recognise what you're feeling.
You're held in this all consuming circle
Where everything happens too fast
You manage to swim out of the whirlpool
And theres no breeze for the boat to keep sailing.
You're cutting yourself off, you're stopping yourself in fear of loss
Why cant I do it when I love it so much
Why cant I have him if I love him so much
Why cant I keep it when I love it so much
Why cant I stop it if I hate it so much
