The Waltz Of Goodbyes
I Walts next to you as you try to take control why do you always want to control me. I just want to be free why can't I be free. I cry myself to sleep just because of you an old friend I've known since we were born. So why do you try to control my life why do I even have experience it's not like you care anyway so leave me alone or I'm taking over this Waltz! So, why do I feel alone after you go? Dancing the waltz alone I cry and cry, but you never care you're just a person I love someone I cared for so why not tear me apart. Why don't I just disappear just like you threaten to do when I take over the Waltz? Why you don't care for me like I said you're just a person I've to know for a long time, it's not like I can't throw you out as you did to me? So why am I crying as you leave as I take over my life? Is it because I don't want to be alone or is it the fear of losing you? Let me stay by your side please don't leave me you're the only one who knew how I felt how I wished to be how I always wanted her to see me. Why go to me now just because I took over MY WALTZ I have the right to know why to go me now why do you always leave when I need you. You leave saying that it's out of love for me, but I hate that why can't you just love me! Why can't you just tell me something anything just don't leave me! I want to dance! But I don't want it to be my Waltz or your waltz I want it to be our waltz so why to ruin my dreams why to leave me for him. Why... Why am I always alone
~ Ace Carddeck
(AKA Aeris Wright )
To Sammy Wright
