Too much caffeine can be much less sleep.
7:30?! What I thought I had my alarm clock wake me up 6:30.
But there isn't time for that, because whether I like it or not, I have to rise from this bed, and I have to go to school.
The train's next stop will be 8:00, so that probably means I won't be able to attend my first classes. But hey, you know what they say; Better late than never.
The bus arrived. I step in and breathe the air everyone else is probably breathing. I forgot my umbrella, too.
Like usual mornings, there were no seats were offered. We were like sardines stuck up together in a tube. There was no space to even move your feet, no space to drop a needle.
Rush hours scare me, because perverts are all around Japan. But it's not like someone would actually do that to me. Beauty wasn't placed on my face, and I'm not even sure if it was placed inside of me.
It never crossed a guy's mind that I'm a girl, I guess. I move like a guy most of the time. I lose my poise most of the time, because I don't seem to care about what others think most of the time. Most of the time.
I just realized how fast the transition of my day yesterday was. How less appreciative I was with Daichi and Amaya. How unexcited I seemed in front of Akiye even if I can't comprehend the joy inside of me. How much cold souled ang negative I was.
Where's the Damn Eri Matsumoto in that? I was the sunshine giving everyone that every morning vitamins, and I was that sea sustaining the fishes, and giving livelyhood to those fishermen. Or was I?
I'm thinking of shifting back to that again, as my thought are shifting to another thought.
Back to the perverts. I looked around me just to make sure there were none of those kinds around. Gladly, there aren't. There's just Akiye, sleeping, 5 people away from me.
I'm in the verge of making my way to him, and trying to stop that from happening.
His dark hair's covering his eyes, and he still looks pleasant as hell with that face. It's not those kind of sleep wherein if a friend decides to make fun of you and take a picture of you in your nap, you'll be embarrassed. It's like those models they use for pillows, or bed sheets. He looks stiff, yet relaxed.
His eyes then open, like someone woke him up. He looks really shocked. He begins to looks around him, and then he checks his clock. I want to call him. I want to tell him to stand next to me so I'd feel secured, yet I'm here looking at him with the corner of my eyes.
I see him noticing me noticing him. I then smiled at him and whispered a good morning. He just looks at me with wide eyes and covers his mouth. What's with that face?
Passengers begin to unload, and we're half finding our way to each other and half trying to find out how. When we finally got there I asked him as fast as I could, "Did something embarrassing happen?"
"No. Just a weird, weird dream." he replied
"What could that dream be about?" I asked
"You'll listen?"
"'Course, I will. Now what was it about?"
"You were in the dream, and you were eating lots and lots of food while we were in a picnic with the DokiSuki girls.."
"What? The DokiSuki girls? You mean that girl group on TV?"
"Even I don't understand why I'm dreaming of those girls.. I even find them irritating.." The DokiSuki girls is a girl group who sings mostly about boys, parties, and malls. Girls sober enough to dance and sing, that is. At this point, I'm already laughing at Akiye. "Never mind! I'm not telling the whole story." I could tell he was embarrassed.
