Linstead behind the bullets

Stop fighting my feeling

Jay's pov: once we had sex on her new couch when that phone asleep within a few hours and we stayed asleep until early morning with our phones both went off saying that we needed to go to a crime scene I hurried up and left and went to my place to change clothes so nobody would notice and I told  her when I was leaving I will meet her at the crime scene. Back at the district we are getting some coffee because we forgot to grab some before we head to the crime scene this morning

E= ah just so you know the other night on the couch
J= oh yeah it was a great choice supple but firm
E= it was a one time deal
J= One time got it one time
E= I mean it got to be professional

I just tell her where she is this is only one time deal feel like we said that last time when we first hooked up but it was more than one time it was like three times. But I'll let her make her move first before I do. 

General pov:  they solve the case at the end of the day nobody really got hurt besides Alvin he got hurt only just a couple bruised ribs not that bad. 

Erin's pov: once resolve the case we are we're doing the paperwork I was to do my paperwork and Jay was leaving and he asked me if I want to come out and have a drink with him at mollies I said no I think I'm gonna stay in for the night so he left as I got up and walks to the break room to Throw my trash away as I walk back to my desk hank called my name. 

HV= hey kidd what are are you still doing here

E= finishing up my paperwork and then I'm going home in a few minutes
HV= well I thought you'd be going to Molly's with all the guys and Jay
E= don't start with me about Jay we are just coworkers we are following your rules and I'm going home I don't feel like going out tonight
HV= so Jay never told you
E= told me what
HV= come in here and sit down
E= okay ( she walks into his office)
HV= well it was a week after you came back I kind of told Jay that I don't care if you guys were in relationship as long as he had your back at all times
E= hank he always has and always will be no matter if we were in a relationship or not but why did you say that stuff to him about us being  in a relationship or not
HV= well when you want to use a little depression thing I notice he never gave up on trying to bring you back to the unit even though I kept telling the let you go and all that but plus I feel like the only reason you came back sober and clean was when you learn that he was kidnapped and you wanted to save him and in that moment when you came back for him I realized  maybe I need to just let you be you and not try to control your life like I always have plus I feel like you have been a lot happier since you became a cop and been partnered up with him in the past years
E= yes I have it's nice having somebody that always has my back and thanks for finally saying that you're done controlling my life but you should really think Al because he's the one that called and told me that Jay was kidnapped and once he said that my heart literally dropped and I knew right then and there that if this was me that was kidnapped Jay would come save me no matter what.
HV= yes he would so go have fun with him but tell him if he breaks your heart he will be dead in the matter of minutes
E= whatever hank bye see you in the morning
 

 Once I left work and was driving I realize all of his words were true so I decided to head to mollies to see if Jay still there and maybe I can talk to about things. I walk in I noticed he is talking to Herman and his  brother

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CH= hi Jay I'm not usually the matchmaking type a guy but my wife wants to set you up with somebody
WH= whoa Herman what's wrong with me
J= slow down who is it
CH= she's a great girl she's cute you know and she's in my wise bridge club
WH= ( laughs) OK I'll take it back J you can have her ( will walks away and sees Erin walking toward jay)
CH= shut up
J= thanks
CH= here  you're out all right hey
E= hey
J= I thought I thought you were going to call it an early night
CH= ( lays a beer in front of Erin) here you go
E= thanks Herman...... I just figured I'd come by I knew you'd be here
J= what we were talking about earlier the whole one time thing
E= mmm
J= so was that like one time a week one time a day?
E= you're funny
J= all right i'm saying is why are we dancing around Voight doesn't have a problem with it everybody knows so why are we still trying to hiding it
E= that's a good point do you want to hold my hand in public now ( he gets up and kisses her on the lips passionately) or that ( kisses her again passionately) we should get out of here
J= mhmm
  

They both leave Molly's with Will and Herman seen them leave. 

E= I will meet you over at my place
J= okay
 

 They arrive at the same time and go upstairs into the apartment Jay go straight to the couch while Erin  goes to grab a couple beers from the fridge and walks back in to the living to hand jay his beer. 

E= here you go
J= thanks
( they sit near each other but don't touch each other)
E= anything on TV right now
J= not really
E= like always
 

 They sit there for a while just watching tv until jay decide to speak up 

J= so I got a question
E= what do you want to know jay
J= what made you come to mollys tonight
E= well this might sound funny so put your beer down so you don't choke on it
J= okay ( he put his beer down)
E= well it was....... hank that told me to come out tonight
J= your joking right that's not funny 
E= nope totally the truth he told me to go have fun with you
J= wow that's wired
E= yeah
J= so what did he say to you to make you come hang out with me
E= no he told me he talk to you about having my back and you didn't care if we were in a relationship or not which by the way why didn't you tell me that
J= I will always have your back but I figured the whole him talking to me saying that the relationship thing should come from him not me
E= that makes sense  but what he said after that made me realize something
J= what did he said
E= well how he thinks only came back to the unit because of you
J= so did you
E= kinda maybe yeah
J= maybe I ask why
E= sure so do you know how I found out you were kidnapped
J= not really I figured Hank called you
E= actually it was Al
J= really that's crazy
E= yeah so anyways I was like in my room trying to get over this headache I had him all the pills my mom kept giving me phone started to ring and it Alvin and I don't know why he was calling me so I picked it up and he said " I know you are on the outs but I figured you wanted to know this Jay has been kidnapped" once he said  those words my heart dropped and then I was like why and how did this happen
J= what do you mean
E= like how did the Chicago police officer get kidnapped and why did hank let that happen you should've had your back like I always do
J= Erin  don't blame Hank it was a crazy situation
E= I won't but anyways I'll also told me that they sent a video to unit where they were beating and torturing you and then said something about how they only want a female cop to come rescue you  And I knew in that moment two things one nobody else could rescue you because it makes sense for me to ask you more than anybody else into you would've done the same thing if it was me getting kidnapped and tortured like you are I know offense to Kim but I don't think she could've ask you do you she's not quite to that standard of what we are yet and I knew in that moment two things one nobody else could rescue you because it makes sense for me to ask you more than anybody else into you would've done the same thing if it was me getting kidnapped and tortured like you were no offense to Kim but I don't think she could've ask you do you she's not quite to that standard of what we are yet.
J= oh yeah I well I always save you
E= yeah
J= well I am happy you decided to come back sober and clean for both our sakes and came to save me that day
E= same here

 they sat on the couch for a few more minutes and then Jay looked up at the clock and noticed the time

J= well let's get to bed it's getting late
E= yes lets get to bed

  They get changed and get under the covers and they cuddle together under the covers 

J= are you comfy
E= yes can I tell you something and you can't tell anybody else
J= sure what's up
E= well I think if anybody else in the units that got kidnapped beside Adam I would might come back for them but don't tell him that
J= I wouldn't but yea same I don't think I will save Adam he is too annoy to deal with
E= oh yeah
J= all right let's go to bed silly
E= whatever  goodnight
J= goodnight