Hem, I owe make a small private conversation to clarify a few future comments about souls, the energy colors and others forms which I tell to see.
I'm not on Earth to justify myself nor to prove no anything, I share what I live and what I see. I force the hand to nobody to understand me. I am thus going to share this with the lucidity that it'll not be accepted or not believed by a lot of people. It turns out that my spirit is opened on many domains. Especially on magnetism, souls or resurrection.
I see a lot of things. My eyes show me things that my brain interprets in a more "pushed" way that the average person. I see people soul. It makes happen with kind of flames release by human bodies, with different colors and forms according to energies and people state of mind. My mind is not enough opened to expand this ability on all living beings: vegetables and animals show me nothing. Although I realize from some time I've some facilities to mollify and soothe animals whatsoever (reporting from memories from primary school, or recently)...
I like the crowd because it's a cloud of energies. All the people around me don't know how I'm connected to it. A physical contact with somebody helps me to see the flawlessness of its soul, its honesty and the positivity (or not) of its energy. I can also calm down people thanks to this physical contact. If there's something wrong with someone, I just touch him/her, I take his/her negative energy to free his/her mind and then I give him/her a part of my positive energy.
It's the first time I express all of that, by writing and it's a little bit... Perturbing... Troubling to expose by writing with words what I'm feeling from few years, in a natural and instinctive way...
All this is done instinctively, I don't think. My body feels that something is wrong, so I have to make the thing better. To the detriment of my own energy... Rarely I happened to mismanage bad energy... It was very hard physically, but I learned to control it. So I can channel negative energies, but sometimes they are so strong that my body suffers. This ability can be a bad thing, but it's nothing compared to the good it brings.
I give a lot of myself. But anyone doesn't know how much I'm selfish, how I use it (as I like to say ^^ ) to the detriment of persons around me! I'm able to manage the doses of energy transfer, and to choose the good and/or bad. The first physical contact allows me to find the opening point (called Chakra) and to get or give energy. I'm very careful with the amount because I happened to take too much and not enough give in a first contact, so the person had dizziness "for no apparent reason".
I need physical contact. It allows me to be connected to people and to touch their soul because a soul is pure and doesn't lie. This soul can be materialized, that's when I see flames coming out of people's bodies, fluid or jerky, round or angular, bubbles or columns... These forms depend on the intensity of the emotion of the person. It also has a color, violet, black, translucent, blue, yellow, red... These colors depend on the mood and emotion of the person. So I can manipulate the shape and color of this soul by touching a person to appease.
Scary? It's not the goal... I spent years analyzing everything. You believe in me or you don't believe, I'm not here to impose anything, I don't judge anyone, so everyone thinks what he wants...
My handling is absolutely tiny, the person with whom I am in contact or connected with don't know it, don't feel it. There's a person with whom I went much further in this field: Ségolène, whom I met at the dancing school. I won't explain why or how, but she's my soul mate, my twin. For me dancing meant taking everything around me and benefit for my body. But recently I realized other things, to better manage my freestyles.
Anyway, all this to get back to the dance, but especially the Twins ...
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...Dancing, Salah, Les Twins...
Non-FictionI'm sorry by advance for my English mistakes, I'm French... A story, my story... Trying to put some words on my feelings about my dancing experience, love and passion! I hope you'd like it... Book 1/2