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22: Song Preference// Bodybag by Lil Lotus ft Coldhart

Note: Lil Lotus & coldart are two of my favorite underground SoundCloud artists. This song makes me so happy. I hope y'all enjoy it as much as my emo ass. It would help if you listen to this song while reading. When I was writing I did and it helped a lot when I had writers block lol.

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Scenario:
You both have gotten into a fight where you have told him you never loved him and that he is better off in a bodybag. He is hurting a lot and confused as too how you could have had a change of heart when you convinced him otherwise

Jin:

"Said you don't love me, now what's up with that? Told me I was better in a bodybag."

He had whiplash as the fight escalated to the point where you admitted that you lied to him every time you claimed you loved him. He didn't know what possessed you, the sweet angel he loved so much, when you said what you said. "Seokjin, I never loved you. I thought I would but you're so conceited and fame is in your head. You are nothing. You mean nothing to me. Honestly you are better off in a bodybag." He was heartbroken and shocked by what you said. The whole thing you said was a smack in the face. Especially when you said he was better off in a bodybag. It wasn't like you to say someone should die or better off dead.

(This one hurt my soul to write.)

Yoongi:

"But why did I ever, let you inside my heart? I'm such a fool."

He was a damn fool to think that you were different. He loved you so much that he opened up to you. Anyone who knows him knows that that is fucking difficult for him to do. The day you left him, was the day his demons came out to play. He wished he never met you. He wish he could stop being a fool and having feelings for you to this day. Many nights he would drink before he went to bed just so he wouldn't think of you.

Hoseok:

"But you want me in a bodybag, and I guess it's better off like that."

You were done with him. You were done with his stupidly cute face. He broke your heart and vise versa. You were both in a shouting match fighting about who the fuck knows. He ended up ending the relationship and saying that he has done everything for you and that he was always and would always be there for you. You were infuriated though, you ended up telling him. Which you responded, " I don't fucking need you, Jung Hoseok! I don't fucking love you. If you ask me you're better in a bodybag, now fuck off." He obviously was shocked at your response and walked out of your house with a slam of the door. He then had a thought, 'maybe being in a bodybag is better.'

Namjoon:

"Gave me all your heart and now you want it back."

He looked at his phone and saw that you had texted him saying that you officially were done. The relationship had gotten too toxic and even tho she loved you and he loved you, you both needed to get out because you both had turned bad. She told him to forget her and that she was officially taking everything. Her love, her heart, her everything. The only thing she left were the memories that they shared but that just was not enough. He didn't want to let you go but you wanted to go and he had no choice but to let you go.

Jimin:

"Pulled up to your house, now I'm tongue tied."

He probably was being impulsive. He probably was just traveling the same route he went to multiple times. He sucked his breath as he turned onto the street of your house. When he saw your house he pulled into the front and took a deep breath. He then looked up and saw you glaring at his car. He was intimidated and wondering why the hell he even was here. Was it to win you back? Or was it just to break his heart more than it already was? He got out of the car and turned to you. You crossed your arms over your chest and glared at him. He opened his mouth to say something but his tongue was tied and none of the words he wanted to say came out. You rolled your eyes and just went inside your house leaving him alone outside.

Taehyung:

"You let me write all on your shoes, and if I really had you I would take you back."

When you found out Taehyung's intentions of being your friend, you canceled it by ghosting him. He was a nice guy and all but you just couldn't see yourself dating him. He on the other hand was devastated as one would be by getting ghosted by a crush. He remembered like it was yesterday when you gave him your converse to draw pictures on them. He smiled softly as he graffiti-ed all over it, and signed it  when he was done with a heart. He would pray every night that you would get the opportunity, but his prayers went unanswered. He started to realize that he could never be able to take or get you back since he never had you in the first place. He never would too.

Jungkook:

"But when you come around baby, please hold me down. I know I made mistakes pick me up off the ground."

He took a deep breath when he saw you and your group of friends walk into a club that him and the boys were out. He didn't want to but made eye contact with you which stopped you in your tracks. It was obvious you both liked each other still. He wanted you back because you were his rock. You on the other hand, had trouble with that thought. He was wonderful but he has done so much to hurt you. You both stood there and he got up. He tried to make his way over to you but something felt wrong about he walked. He looked... drunk? He continued to walk until he collapsed onto the ground. "JUNGKOOK!" You shouted as you ran to him. You made it to him and helped him up. He then wrapped his arms around you and sobbed a bit. "Baby, take me back. I'm so sorry."

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Holy shit, writing this while listening to this made this Preference so much more emotional. Please know that this is fan fiction and I'm positive none of my readers (or myself) would ever ever do this to them. && if anyone did, Army would attack em  sooooo

Which one did you like? Which one made you cry? Do you like the song? Lmfao lmk

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