OutCast No Longer(India westbrooks)

Chapter 4

I was so excited when I woke up on Monday morning,I nearly tripped like three times already.I just can't get over the fact that I was actually going to be something after today. I wasn't going to walk to school with my head down,I was going to go with a Nick. Took a quick shower and got dressed. I was wearing my superman outfit.Which contained red high waisted shorts,a superman crop top,a superman beenie,and some superman high tops.

When I was sure that I looked good enough,I walked to Nick's house,with a little bounce in my step. I knocked on his door with pride and confidence. He opened it on my third knock,nearly drooling when he saw what I had on."Uh,hey?" He smirked." I want you to drive me to school,I mean can you,I mean I want To go with you today." I was just a bit nervous,so much for that cofidence." Sure,you came just in time." He stepped aside and let me in.

"Give me a few more minutes so I can get ready and we can go." With that he went upstairs. I had to admit,Nick had a very nice house and it was clean. I walked around,running my hands over his couches and pictures,I know that sounds creepy but everything was so nice . I picked up a picture of him ,he looked like he was about 9,it was so cute.

" I see you've seen the picture of me on my ninth birthday." I nearly had a heart attack,why was he so silent. " Yeah,you're adorable,so uh,are we leaving now?" I stuttered. "I mean you could stay here and chill,there's nothing wrong with missing just one day of school right?" He stepped a little closer to me. " I uh,um don't think that is a um good idea, I mean uh what if your mom or someone comes home? " I stammered."Chill,I do this all the time,relax,and they'll be fine,we're just chillin aight."

With each word that escaped his lips , he stepped closer. By the time he finished his sentence,he was so close that we were practically breathing each others air." Um Nick,you're a little................" I was cut off by him kissing me." Nick,what happen to just chilling?" I gasped. " do you really want to "just chill",of so we can do that?" He replied with a chuckle. " I mean,I'm kind of confused,I do want you but not now okay,when I'm ready." I sighed,I really did like Nick but I wasn't ready to lose my virginity to him just yet,probably not ever.

I'm not ready for sex,and I wasn't planning on having it until either marriage or I'm really drunk with someone I'm in love with. I just........idk. When the girls at school talk about sex,it sounds pretty gross and painful,two things I'm not really into. "Tiana,did you hear me?" I hadn't notice he was talking to me,I was in that deep of thought."What did you say?" I giggled. " Do you want to be my girl?" " I uh,yes I do,I would love to be your girlfriend Nick." I could feel my cheeks getting real hot,please don't blush now.

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We hung out all day,and kissed like a million times. Nothing more than that,Nick respected the fact that I wasn't ready for sex ,atleast not at the moment. " Nick,um can I ask you a personal question?" I was lying on his chest and looked up at him."Sure,I guess." He looked down at me." Have you ever had sex?" I said it quickly,that was really embarrassing." Wow that is a very personal question,but no I haven't to tell you the truth." " Are you serious,please tell me you're kidding,I mean no offense?" I laughed at the thought."I'm serious,I have never had sex , not even with Melanie." He chuckled once more.

I still couldn't believe it,Nick has never had sex,maybe we were meant for each other? I love hanging with Nick,he is so amazing and sweet. Maybe my life will change and maybe I'll actually have friends.