Half a heart

Chapter two

Chapter: 2

The saddest thing in The world is loving someone who used to love you.

Nialls pov.

I walked up to the front door and opened it, finding Zayn standing in the other side with his eyes sharply narrowed at me. I could tell he was angry as we'll as worried. But all I could do was turn Around and let him come in by him self.

As I walked back to the couch were I have been moping around for the past week. With Zayn behind me.

"What is wrong with you?" He asked, a hand going on his hip.

"nothing i am perfectly ok" I replied with a small voice, staring stright past zayn at the wall that was behind him.

That feeling of pain still very heavy on my chest but i refused to let it get any heavier.

I knew i had to pick myself up.

Becaus Harry wasn't.

"Niall, stop lying to yourself. You ran from my house as soon as you heard about Harry coming back and then you locked your self in your freaking flat for a whole week. you have no right to tell me you are ok." Zayn snapped.

He sighed before he walked over to me and sat down next to me.

"I can pertend cant I?" I asked.

"You can but i dont want you to" Zayn whispered, as his arms wrapped around me. He pulled me closer to him and i instantly cuddlde into his strong arms, refusing to let any tears travel down my face but in the end, they always would.

" I d-dont want him back' I mumbled into Zayns neck over my constant hiccups.

"I know you don't but Niall you know you cant live without him eaither.You know that" Zayn whispered, making me whimper. He was right. He was so right.

But i wish he wasn't.

" W-why" i asked, as i pulled out of zayns chest and looked at him.

" Why what?"

"Why didnt we work out?why did he do that? I know what he saw but it was never what what he saw" Isaid. I hopped that if convinced zayn, I would convince Harry as well. But did i want him back? After all this?

"I know" Zayn whispered.

I don't think Harry and i were ever ment to be.

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"NAILL" I cracked a small smile as louis came running towards me. he jumped and hugged me tightly, Knocking the air out of my lungs. He kissed my cheek before he fanilly let me go.

And did it feel good to see louis again.

" Hello louis" i said as louis pulled me in me in for another hug. It wasnt anything like i thought it it would be. It wasnt awkward between us and thats one thing that I always admired about Louis, He never let other things get into his way with other people.

"How are you Ni?"His expresssuddenly softened and i knew this question wasn't as simple as it sounded.

"i am trying " i replied.

''well know that i am back, no more tears" he said, giving me a huge grin and a peck on the forehead before he moved on to zayn and liam who were standing behind me. Louis hugged liam before he moved to zayn sharing the longest hug possible.

"boo, i missed you!"

" zaynie my love i missed you too" Louis cried dramatically.

" oi tomnlision, back of my boyfriend" Liam, snapped playfully glaring at louis as he pulled zayn closer to him. its been so long since we all have seen eachother even though we all lived in the same country, just diffrent cities.

" Can we get out of here?" I asked, shuffling back and forth on my feet. Zayn was about to give me a nod when liam suddenky fake coughed and stopped him.

" well ni ... we have to... wait a while' liam slowly said as he stared between me and Zayn and Louis.

"Why?"

"Well, Harry called in this morning.His flight is landing in ten minutes or so we are gonna have to wait for him" liam said, giving me a sympathetic look. But i didnt care about him becaouse my brian was suddenly going wild,my heart was beating out of my control and i felt like i was gonna faint any minute.

In less thand ten minutes, Harry was going to be standing in front of me.

"I-I need to go home" i whispered, tears already threatening to spill. I cant stand here and wait for Harry to come. No, I just cant.

"Ni, babe. Please do this for me. I promise you everything will be fine" Louis said as he walked over to me and cupped my cheeks. I watched him give me a encouraging look with blurry eyes.

" But lou-"

"You can do this. Dont hide from Harry, dont give him the satisfactionof hurting you' Louis said and I unwillingly let out a nod.

Even though i wasnt ready.

Iwell never be ready for Harry.

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I know that i haven't updated in a while but I have my reasons.

First since you know this book is not mine i read it throught my ipad and wrote it on my ipohn couse i write alot faster there.

but then i was over at a friends house and we were missing around and i accidentally stepped on the tablet -.- and broke it.

then i thought maybe i can write it from my small laptop over to my bigger laptop, but i ended up not having the charger to the small one -.- i know and then when i was gonna do it iPhone to laptop i came back from my vacation and forgot my charger so my pohn was dead. But then i found my old ipod and started doing the bigging of this with my laptop and ipod. but then my perents fanilly took me to the store and i got all the stuff i lost/ broke. And I know dont be mad I already got a lecture from my perents .

Another thing

if you are pizza-puppies

then I have to say thankyou so much you know i was so happy when i saw that you voted for all my parts and read them so thankyou so much! and i just want to let you know that i would dedecate this chapter if i knew how to! But since i don't all o can say is thanks again, pizza-puppies.

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