I got up the next day really early to extremely nasty texts.
"you *freaking* *idiot*"
"I hope you die"
"I hope you burn your hand"
"I wish that your house would burn down."
they sent a screenshot of what they sent my friend.
I ran to her room, she was singing a really sad song.
she was crying her eyes out
"i'm sorry to my unknown lover, i'm sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really starts to fall in love with me."
I actually got really emotional.
I fell against the wall. and put my hands over my face, I was crying.
I realized how much I actually loved her.
but she couldn't notice, she was depressed.
I had to try to fix it.
"hey.." I said
"oh hi" she said back.
we had a really long conversation about why she had depression. I actually understood.
we hugged, she squeezed me.
I actually felt like I was a lemon turning into lemon juice, being honest.
1 week later.............................................................................
I decided to call jake up today. my "friend" called her sister, me and jake got our quads, we were going out to the forest behind my grandpa's old house in the country, my dad was staying there. it's like camping for the day. pretty much tailgating, my "friend" cleaned out her car, I had jake pick me up to go get our quad-runners from his rented house out in the country, I just kept mine there because I didn't really wanna keep mine in the garage because I didn't want it to touch the new car I just got. I dropped it off last month.
we went to go clean it off july 2nd, we're going to pick them up today, july 3rd.
ok so now me and jake are riding down the road to go get food because our quads have tags :)
mine is red, his is yellow.
we decided on mcdonalds.
yay
ok we're back on the road now. i'm glad that both of our quads have 2 seats.
considering that my "friend" is bringing her sister along on the journey, she's riding with jake but my "friend" is riding with me. DEFINETLY. I'M NOT LETTING HER RIDE WITH JAKE >:(
she's MY "friend" not his.
I wanna ride with her.
ok so now we're going to get the girls.
ok now my friend's sister is on the back of jake's quad.
my friend is throwing stuff away inside.
ok now she's coming
oof
she's squeezing my stomach
anyways gotta get goin to the forest
talk to you then
ok we're here now. we're putting our chairs down. we made a lil camepfire
I warned my friend that there's most likely gonna be "animals".
like
mean ones such as bears, etc.
we're playing old music such as hank Williams jr and bob seger.
it's nice because we're walking through the forest and the weather is really good outside.
