HawkFrost- You're not alone

Chapter 1

     Clint Barton was sitting on the Avengers Tower Roof, being soaked in the rain. He was alone, no one knew what was going on or where he was. Clint looked at his phone and sighed. His life was awful. First off his teammates hated him because it was him that made the mission go wrong, two, he was evicted from his apartment because he wasn't able to pay for the bills. So now he was homeless and slept on the streets. Three, he lost everything he owned. Four, his wife cheated on him and divorced him then her and the kids were killed in a explosion. Five, no one cared about him, not even Natasha anymore. She was upset. Six, Nick Furry put him on temporary leave for a year without pay. He was also not aloud to get a new job sense he wasn't fired. Fury wouldn't allow him. No matter how bad Clint was struggling. 7, he was starving to death. He hasn't had any food in days and he's been drinking rain, that's all. Now he was really skinny. You could see his rib cage when he lifted his shirt. 8, he was sick, emotionally and physically. 9, he was about to die. And finally the 10th reason, he had to give up his uniform, weapons, and name. Both real and hero name. The only reason why he was at the tower is because he had to give Natasha the items. Instead of leaving he went to the roof for one last moment.

Clint stood up dropping his phone to the ground. He slowly walked over to the edge, his heart pounding in his chest. Clint stood on the edge looking down, breathing heavily. He shut his eyes and took a step forward. He then started to fall. His whole body was falling but suddenly someone over the edge caught his arm. "Your so light." The person commented and pulled Clint back up and onto the roof. Clint opens his eyes to Loki. Clint thought about running off but there was no point. The god would probably kill him himself and that's what he wanted. He wanted to die.

"What were you doing mortal?" Loki ask in a concern tone. Clint remained silent and didn't look Loki in the eyes. Loki grabbed Clint's face and forced him to look at him. "Why would you do that?" He ask

Clint was silent for a few moments before speaking, "I want to end it all. I don't need a to be alive. I'm a waste of a human." He says calmly like there was nothing wrong with it.

"But why little Hawk?" Loki ask calmly

"My life is awful. I lost everything and everyone! And don't call me that I lost the name. I don't deserve to be Hawkeye or a Barton. I'm nobody! I don't deserve to live! I've been suffering, I just want to end it, make it stop. Why, why did you have to save me just then?! Just let me die! If you wanna kill me, just do it! Please!" Clint shouts and looks down. This was the first time Clint cried sense everything happened. He was balling his eyes out in front of the god.

Loki felt guilt. He pulled Clint into a hug, he let the mortal's tears wet his clothes. "Your not alone anymore Clint. I'll be here with you for now on." Loki says pulling Clint close

"W...why?" Clint ask looking up at Loki.

"Because I know what you've been through. I can see it. From the day you were born. Some of the stuff you've been through, I've been through something similar. I was all alone but someone did help me. So I want to be there for you and help. I guess you can say I've grown feelings for you...." Loki explains.

Clint smiles a bit and leans up and kisses Loki on the lips.

Loki happily kissed back. "We'll fix everything."