You know, when i first met you. When i first saw you, i knew you were something new and special. I believed that maybe we would be good friends. It happened, but i hated it.
I hated the way you care about me so much. I hated the way you smile at me. I hated the way you were never ashamed of me. Jaehee, i hated it.
But i fucking love it so much too. You made me blush and smile so much, but I couldn't show you that. You made my heart so full again and I wasn't used to it.
You taught me to be cool and just not care about other people because you too, was that.
I love you, jaehee.
And i will always love you.
You founded out that i had bulimia.
I wanted to kill myself so much at that moment.
But when i founded out that you used to be fat and got bullied and that's why you went homeschool, I didn't get pity of you, instead i loved the way you flawed. Not because i was fat too but because i realized that all of us has roughy past and has flaws.
I hope you come to realized that i was so thankful to have you. Every moment that i spend with you was a heaven to me.
But i have to leave, and no, I'm not going to do anything stupid. I'll just leave, away from you. Away from the city and everyone.And I'm sorry, but I can't stay, and you know that. I'm too ashamed. Please, forget me. Go on with you life, never ever find me. Please keep that as a promise. That'll be my last favor to ask you.
-park chim<3
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Bulimia| p.jm
Fanfiction"I lost myself, I don't know where to find me." Jimin is a 'fat' high school kid being bullied. So, he had bulimia. But what happens if he meet someone who would accept his flaws?
