Detention - j. l.

12 - decisions

"Sit down Miss Price." Mr. Leto said with an devilish face that I really wanted to drown when he gave me this look. But I wasn't able to even think about him.

All my classmates were looking at me especially the boys. They were like hungry cats trying to get attention from me. I noticed that when I sat down on my seat. A guy leaned over my table and another one was behind me taping on my shoulder.

"Hey angel, any plans for today?" he smirked when I turned my head to him. I just rolled my eyes and got concentrated on my English lesson with the most hot teacher in this world. I could listen to his voice every day. This pure manly voice that I loved to hear saying my name or whispering into my ear with this deep undertone. I literally died everytime.

But I couldn't continue having those thoughts because another guy served me a look. I felt more than only stalked. I felt abused. The whole lesson I tried to cover every appeal that should turn those stupid pubescent boys on. But it was hopeless. My skirt was too short and you could see my half ass. My top showed my nipples which got hard because of Jared's sight. I covered my hard tits with my hair which only goes under my breast.

But most of all I was bothered by the fact that I wasn't wearing any underwear and you might be able to see something with every movement I did.

When the lesson was over I stayed seated until everyone had left the room. I got up very slowly and somehow tried to get my skirt over my ass again. If somebody had been sitting behind me at that moment, he would probably had seen everything and sent a picture around. I hate high schools. Everyone is sharing pics and people make even more fun against you.

I strolled past Jared while sliding a finger along his body and giving him a passionate look.
"See you soon, Mr. Leto." I said biting my nails and leaving the room with a tensed Jared. He just stood at the blackboard and smiled at me in a cute way. I couldn't handle this cuteness.

He never was like that and it fascinated me. It gave me the feeling that he can be different and I was glad about that. A strict and angry Jared wasn't my type of happiness. Maybe I needed the perfect combilation of good and bad.
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I didn't see Jared on this day again. Maybe he was too busy to come to our normal detention but he wasn't there and I was kinda sad about that. I really wanted to share more time with him..

After school was out I drove with my dad's motorcycle to the next mall to buy new clothes and of course new underwear.

I felt more than uncomfortable when I went with my fingers through the light fabrics that hang on the clothing rail. It was never important to me what I wore underneath because nobody would see it anyway. But since I fell for Jared, of course I wanted to please him as well. I wanted to pack like a present for him just to make him happy.

I took place in one fitting room after finding some cute lingerie that were definitely see trough in my opinion. I couldn't understand how this cost even more as the top that I wore. Those prizes were unbelievable.

As I looked at myself with these tight things in the mirror, I realized how I changed more and more. This person in the mirror wasn't me. It was like I born in the wrong body. Maybe the underwear looked good on me but it didn't suit my personality.

I still remember the time when I was the cute girl next door. But this girl doesn't exist anymore. She's dead and has become something terrible. And for what? Just to please a man who probably will not care about you anyway? But I chose this path when I actually decided to keep this underwear. I said to myself that I look beautiful in it and that showed me that changing myself was my final decision.

I wiped the tear away that suddenly spread across my face and continued undressing myself when I heard some familiar noises. I took a look out of my fitting room and saw Amber with her sister laughing like some normal bitches. I got very quiet and sat back into my little room.

"Oh Mr. Leto looked so good today." Amber giggled and my expression changed in a second to a angry one. They were next to me and talked about my crush. I was full of anger.

"Hell yeah training with him is always a pleasure for us." Brianna immediately participated her conversation.
"I'm wondering if he has a girlfriend. Cause if not I would get more close to him." she kept talking but Amber literally killed me with her comments.
"Oh I don't care if he has a girl at home. I think at the next training I'll force him to touch me more."
"Gosh you saw his eyes?" Brianna said but Amber didn't care about her opinion.
"Sure but his body is more interesting to me." she laughed heartlessly but my brows screwed like hell and the only thing I wanted to do was to kill her.

"I would love to see what's under his track suit. Gosh I can't wait for our next training." she said with a very naughty voice and my fingers went into my hair trying not to scratch my scalp.

I put my clothes back on as fast as possible and almost fell out of the fitting room when the twins noticed me. They gave me a critical look from top to bottom and just wanted to say something when I got ahead of them.
"Guess who is coming to training tomorrow?"

"If you come I'll punch you!!" Amber freaked out but I didn't care.
"Shut up bitch, I'll come. You have to live with that." I said leaving them with an devilish smile.

I didn't want to to become a cheerleader but these girls gave me no choice. No one would even have the right to harass him. I was the only one who was allowed to touch him that way and I will not let that stop me. Maybe this decision was spontaneous and totally thoughtless but I could not live with the fact of seeing him with other girls. Girls who are trying to look good only to force his attention and closeness.

I felt sick of these girls and didn't want that they abuse him in any way. Even if they touch him a little I would freak out and start a fight with them. They aren't even allowed to look at him. I was totally jealous and couldn't help myself anymore so this decision was the only way to take care of our weird relationship. But in the end I knew that this was a bad idea..

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Hey my beautiful readers,
it's been a while since I updated my story. So I hope you like this one even if it hasn't that much Jared content. Hopefully he will appear in the next one.
Stay tuned.
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