Detention - j. l.

15 - preparations

It was Monday, the day where I went camping. My parents were very excited about this but not in a good way. They tried to keep me away from driving because both of them are very scared about my welfare.

"Ally are you sure? You really wanna go?" my mom asked when I rolled my luggage downstairs.
"Of course mom, it's a class trip and I can't just say that I'm not going. Why are you always so melodramatic?" I was so annoyed about her.
"You're our little girl, it's hard to let you go."
"Mom, I'm 16!"

"But please promise me that you pray to God."
"Of course I will like every single day in my life." I lied at her. The last days I forgot about this routine. Since I always had Jared in my mind I wasn't in the mood to even think of God. I hated the fact that I was born into a very holy family. If my mom knew that I already lost my virginity and didn't even pay for all those sins that I did, she would probably be disappointed about me and wouldn't give a single fuck about me anymore. My family was another reason why I didn't have friends in highschool. They told me that I can't trust anyone and God will be always by my side but that's bullshit. He never helped me in my entire life.

"I put the bible in your bag."
"Wait you took a look in my bag?!" I freaked out because I only had my sexy clothes with me and she didn't know that I wore this kind of stuff. I was really good in hiding it and for the trip I put on a big pullover and some leggings. First of all because she would never allow me to wear clothes that were shorter than knee length and because of all the bites I collected the last days from Jared.
"No, I just put it in this extra pocket at your suitcase. Is there something I'm not supposed to see, young lady?" her voice raised but I shooked my head and was glad when she didn't continue this conversation.

"Hopefully the teachers will care about you."
"Oh trust me they will." I smiled a little because I thought about Jared in this moment.
"Sorry for being so scared but remember when those guys beat you up. I don't want this to happen again." she already was in tears when I carried her into a warm hug.
"All good mom, I'm strong."

After that my mom drove me to school where our school bus waited for us. I gave my mother a little kiss on her cheek and wave at her when she left the parking area.

"Good Morning." I said to all the teachers that went with us. Luckily there were only 2 more teachers besides Mr. Leto who were really old. I just signed up the attendance list before I went into the bus where some eyes lay on me.

"Oh you become an angel again?" a boy laughed and looked at my grey pullover. They had become so used to my new self that I wasn't allowed to dress in a normal sense.
"Who said that I'm an angel or devil?" I sighed taking off my sweater and sat there only with a velvet bra.

"This trip is gonna be awesome." his eyes went over my body but I just kicked against his seat and put on some headphones.
"You wish." I mumbled as I turned on the loud music with gum in my mouth. Gladly nobody had the courage to sit next to me and I had rest for the next few hours.

During the bus ride I was looking up to see what Jared is gonna do. I only saw the back of his head. Sometimes he had the hood of his black pullover on but I only wished to see his beautiful brown hair. I was wondering what he done the whole time and if he was thinking about me. Maybe he was sleeping but when I looked up for another time I finally got what I wanted. He turned around and put down his dark sunglasses. I even saw his ocean eyes from this direction and how they went over the whole class.

At least at this point I knew that he didn't turn around for me. He just wanted to count the students as the bus stopped. Inwardly I hoped that he noticed my free body but he didn't even share a single fuck to me.

I looked out of the window and couldn't believe my eyes. This place was beautiful like pure magic. The whole nature fascinated me and I forgot Jared just for some seconds. I was more than overwhelmed that we would spend a week in this wonderful camping area. There were different types of plants and everything was so greenery.

"Allison?" I heard his voice penetrating my ears as I had to stop dreaming about this place.
"Huh?" I turned around and realized that everyone was already gone. Maybe I stuck a little bit too much in my thoughts and my fantasy world.
"Where's our tent?" I sighed and got off my seat to go to the entrance of the bus but Jared stopped me as he holded my hips.

"Give me your damn tent and let me go!" I escalated quickly because he didn't give me much attention during our ride. Even in our toilet break he wasn't in the mood to look at me and that disappointed me.
"No I have to build the tent. You only can come in the night when it's dark outside. I don't want that someone see us together." he said but I just looked at him unbelievable.
"So a student can't help his teacher? Are you fucking kidding me, nobody would ever think about this thing, I just wanna help you out. But if you don't want my help then I'll go to Sara." I left him immediately without waiting for an answer because it was clear that he hasn't got any good reasons for that.

I headed over to my class and searched for Sara. She already found the perfect place for her tent and for a moment I wished to stay with her. But I wasn't sure if Jared still wanted me in his tent so I decided to share a night with Sara. She didn't know that I planned to live with someone else so I needed to do this. I didn't want that she notice something.

"Give it to me, I'll finish the rest." I said and tried to put the nails into the ground. After finishing the whole tent my look went over the camping area which was next to a small river. The sun burned on the ground and reflected the water in every direction.

For a moment I searched for Sara again. She wanted to go to the toilet but I found something more interesting. There were Amber and Brianna who stretched their asses out to Mr. Leto who helped them. I felt how my head became red as I clinched my fists.

"Oh Mr. Leto, can you help me?" I already shouted with a little anger in my voice. I just saw how he gave the hammer to Amber when he literally sprinted to me.
"What's wrong? This tent is already done." he said with an upper brow pointing next to me.
"I don't care about this damn tent! What the fuck are you doing?!" I tried to whisper but it was really hard.
"I just helped some students.. That's my job Allison, you know." Jared rolled his eyes but I was even more upset and crossed my arms.

"I won't come tonight."
"God stop acting like a kid."
"I'm not a kid!"
"Then stop screaming like a little baby while we are surounded of a bunch of people."
"Then you should stop calling me a toddler."
"Aren't you my baby girl." he smirked and I needed to smile back.
"That's something else daddy but you can only call me like this tonight." I licked over my lips when nobody was looking at me and he immediately started to give me his dirty eyes.
"Oh you'll come tonight baby girl?"
"Maybe."

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I hope you enjoyed my new chapter. I lost my motivation the last few days but I'll try my best to give you one chapter a week. Please don't be too sad if I need some more time for it again. The camp chapters are starting now so I hope you like it.
Stay tuned campers!
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