She woke up with a heavy heart. She got up and looked outside the window. She can hear the birds chirping and her neighbors getting ready to start their day. Some people are doing their morning run alone or with their dogs.
"How I wish I could do things like that too." she thought to herself.
"Grey, get up! Time for breakfast!" called her Mom
"Just a sec!" she yelled back and went into the bathroom to take a bath.
She felt a pain on her wrists as the water touched her skin. She forgot, she harmed herself again.
She closed her eyes tightly trying not to pay attention to the pain. She did that to herself. It's her fault. She finished her quick bath and applied a bandage on her wrists followed by a watch and a couple of bracelets so that no one can see it.
Let's be honest, in this world, if you harmed yourself and someone sees it, they'll only think you're seeking attention. You didn't want to do it but still does it because your fucked up mind says so. Once this demon is inside our body, we can't do anything about it. That's what being depressed and self harming feels like.
She dressed herself up for school, picked up her bag and got out of her room. Today, she doesn't feel like eating so she just headed to the kitchen to say goodbye to her mom.
"I'll be leaving for school."
"You're not going to eat breakfast? I made this for you."
"I'm late, Mom. Bye." she got out of the house and let out a deep sigh.
She took out her car keys from her pocket and went to her car. She drove herself to school and after a few minutes, she arrived.
"Fuck, I am so tired in dealing with these people." she got out of her car and walked to her room, all eyes were on her.
She can hear their whispers. To be honest, that doesn't sound like whispers. She can hear them clearly. Fuck it.
"Hey, the bitch is here"
"Call Marga!"
She started to shiver upon hearing her name. She was defenseless when it comes to dealing with her.
To make the story short, She was being bullied in her everyday life here in school.
She walked as fast as she could.
"I guess skipping first class isn't that bad?" she thought to herself.
