Sometimes youwondered why you bothered doing things, why you fought so hard whenit just seemed life kept kicking you in the teeth. You never thoughtthat something like words could get to you, but when you heard themevery day for seven hours a day it really did start to slowly wear onyou.
You were just gladyou didn't have to deal with it outside of school. It was onlybecause you had the withdrawal to stay away from social media thatyou didn't have to deal with it every day. You didn't want to dealwith the things you had seen where people would call horrible namessent to someone's profile every day, videos on how they want someoneto die.
You knew thatmeant you had to be pretty important, when they had to talk aboutyou, snicker at you make a fake account of you, you were obviously abig thing in their lives if they had to focus so much on trying tomake yours hell.
They would denyit, say you're nothing, a fat ass, ugly, stupid all those things. Butif you were all those things why did they devote so much of theirtime to you? Even taking the time to say something when you had notsaid a single thing for them to comment on, why waste their energy?Obviously they cared. And when they did stuff outside of school whenthey shouldn't even have you slip through their mind they are makingfake profiles and you would never had known if they didn't tell youthey did it.
Honestly it wasprobably your lack of response that made them want to do stuff but atthe same time you had seen those who were effected they just wentmore and more wanting to do stuff to them. So you had to just put upa wall up to deal with it.
But it was slowlycrumbling those walls the words were slowly chipping away at thosewalls over time getting to you over time despite your best efforts.But you still made sure everything was set up, that you kept yourselfgoing having stuff set up and keeping your passions going.
You loved to(craft) as well as read and (you loved movies and TV and the best byfar was/weren't much for TV or movies but there was one show that wasspecial). Supernatural. You had heard a lot online about how cool itwas and seeing such random posts that made no sense you decided totry watching it.
From the firstepisode you were hooked, at first the idea of having a pair ofsupernatural hunting brothers didn't seem too big. There had been ahandful of supernatural hunting stories none you could think aboutwith brothers but that wasn't saying much. But when the very firstepisode being a wendigo immediately caught your interest. They didn'tgo for vampires, witches, werewolves even elves or fairies. Unlessyou are near certain woodlands in Canada or British Columbia or intosupernatural beings most wouldn't know. It kept your interest enoughto see the next episode and the next.
And each episodewas better and better and you wondered what they had planned. Thewriters, directors, someone had to have a game plan. You no longercould listen to Wayward Son, you had seen people argue if Castiel andDean were in love, people saying it was bigoted to Dean since he hadbeen written to be straight; they were obviously in love, it was justif it was a romantic love or not, they cared about each other, wouldsacrifice for each other, protect each other, be there for eachother. That was love, whether it was romantic or not was up in theair. Same goes for Gabriel and Sam. Sam and Dean loved each other andno one argued that but they were obviously not a romantic love. Youhad seen even Lucifer love with his son. When Lucifer and the king ofhell could be sympathetic characters...just wow they were good. Arare gem of a show. The one thing that solidified it forever as theone show, your show, the show that you would look back on even whenyou were old and gray. The episode where Dean says "you'd befurious. That I wasted a bullet. He wouldn't be proud of me. He'dtear me a new one. You're not my dad." That the demon that killedhis family was too nice, too kind, too supportiveto be his parent. Was it not your own voice in a way? You had neverseen a more perfect scene. Not to say Castiel, Sam, Gabriel, Luciferor anyone isn't just as good but that was the one that sealed it foryou. This show was the show for you. That one important media thathad a deeper connection then just entertainment for someone.
In a lot of waysthe brothers lived a life you wanted; they traveled the countryhelping people. Helping people and killing things: the familybusiness. Maybe not killing things, or maybe sure, who knows? Youwould only if the thing or person was a danger. Or maybe you'ddevelop a taste for it. If only you could be in the world ofsupernatural...dangerous or not to have that freedom it'd be worthit. To protect those who couldn't be protected. You'd probably end updead soon but it'd be worth it. Such good you could do and really youdidn't have much to do. You gave up on finding love, so no raising afamily, and you knew you wanted to leave the world at least a littlebetter then you found it when you died but you didn't know how to dothat. So that would at least be an easy answer to that question.Sighing you pulled on your dress that you had made basically taking alarge black cut of fabric, sewing on white ribbon into a (angelbanishing/devil's trap) sigil and then cut out a hole for your headand arms and sewed it just a little bit to make it a nightgown.
As you laid downyou had no idea that there was a god watching over you. "She wouldfit (him/them) fit all of them more then I ever planned. I can'tbelieve that of all the possibilities that happened. But in a waythat seems to match." Sighing and looking around his workshop hegroaned, he looked to other dimensions every few years but to keephis sons and children safe he would have to move this(brunette/blonde/red head/etc) girl from her dimension and drop herinto his own. This dimension followed called Supernatural. He had tostop that son of his from going to other dimensions whispering tothem what had happened.
Yes I'm starting a new series. Itwill be several options, Cas, Gabe, Sam, Dean, Lucifer, theWinchester brothers, and Team Free Will. I hope you guys like this.
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FanfictionA normal girl pulled into the world of Supernatural? What could ever go wrong? A lot. But maybe that was what this monotone angel needed. It is what you both needed.
