"COMPLEX....."
I am a complicated person
I am a difficult person
I am selfish
I am complicated.
No one understands me.
No one will.
Even myself.
Cause I am too complex
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I always believe i am complicated... A complicated person who doesnt deserve happiness...
I always believe no one will understand me enough... Love me enough... Because how complicated live could be when be with me...
I dont deserve a love... Or being loved...
I dont deserve happiness.. Or being happy...
Everytime i try i always failed... Cause Im to Complex
I want HAPPY and LOVE to be my best friend. But i can't. I hug them tight and i break them too. Thats how complicated i am
The only suitable friend for me is Empty... She is my best friend.... I am comfortable with her...
Emptiness always suits for COMPLEX Person... And that is me....
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I never thought that i am a selfish person. Until they told me that i always talk about me and everything is always about me.
Even when they talked bout themself and their problem, i easily can switch it and change it to my problem.
Yeah i guess like to talk bout my shit. And that's definitely what a selfish person do.
No wonder why im alone.
