I couldn't believe I really just kissed him back.....
He was actually a really good kisser
Not gonna lie.
I feel his hands go down my back as we are still kissing it feels like he's devouring me for real now.... I feel like I should stop but
My lips are glued to his.
Apparently I'm enjoying this so much I made a small moan....~KAI'S POINT OF VIEW~
I can't believe she kissed me back... I was expecting her to get mad and leave me alone again, but she didn't... she did the opposite
This was all very weird to me
I've never really had a sexual relationship with someone.
But with Bonnie, every time I see her I just wanna rip her clothes off
I mean can you blame me... I may have not
Had any of my own experience but I'm still a guy....
I start kissing Bonnie's neck and then I go down a little more, I hear her moan. I wanna go on but I know if I don't I won't be able to control myself.... so I stop.
She looks at me shocked like she didn't want me to stop..... I can never really tell with
Bonnie she's not like most girls...
But I like it, I like the challenge.~BONNIE'S POINT OF VIEW~
I feel him start to kiss my neck and I moan again, but then he stopped.... I got confused and started at him... did I do something wrong I think?
I say " why did you stop Parker haven't you been waiting for this moment"
He responds "If I kept going I would rip your clothes off right here right now Bonnie
And I think that's a little too forward don't you think....?"
I look at him
I've never heard a guy say that before... hm
I respond "well I guess your right Parker"
He looks at me and says " I promise it's nothing personal I just.... I don't want this to happen here or now I want it to be perfect...."
He really does like me
Doesn't he...?
"Well anyways Kai I think we should get some rest or something"
He asks " well where are we gonna stay?"
I say "we can stay at my old house"
"Your old house?" He asks..
"I live on a college campus now and both of my parents are gone soo the only people I have are my friends"
He's says " I'm sorry I- I didn't know... I know what it feels like Bon Bon.. to be alone but once I met you.... I didn't feel so alone I felt.... wanted and I want to thank you for that... so if there's ANYTHING I can do for you just say my name"
All I could think about was him kissing me.... so I whisper his name and without thinking I stand on my tippy toes and kiss him......
he kisses me back and try's to say
"Bonnie I told you I can't handle myself with your hands all over me"
I say well maybe I can teach you how...
I stop and look up at his pretty blue eyes as he looks down at me and whispers in my ear
"Your the most beautiful girl I have seen Bonnie Bennett"
I start to blush then start kissing him again.>>A FEW MOMENTS LATER>>
It's been a good 30 minutes of making out and he stops and says "we should probably start heading over to your house I'm getting a bit tried"
"Good idea Parker" I respond
After about 10 minutes we arrive at my old house.... I haven't been here since high school.
Me and Kai get out of the car and start walking towards my old house.... I open the door and we go inside.
I tell Kai that we can stay in my room upstairs, he agrees and follows me up...
he says "uhhh Bonnie if you have a guest room I could just sleep in there...." I say " No, no it's fine... plus I need to keep my eye on you mister Parker" and I start to giggle
He's starts laughing and flops on the bed
And groans
"I'm SOOOO tried"
I say " Stop being such a drama queen kai and go to bed already!"
He says " wait... I have one more question before we go to bed"
"I'm all ears Parker" I reply
"What's your favorite breakfast food?" And he starts to smile
"Hmmmm pancakes!" I say
Sounds good he reply's
I start looking through my dresser and closet to find some pajamas to wear.... and I just start to change I assume Kai is sleep anyways~KAI'S POINT OF VIEW~
I get up a bit and I see Bonnie changing... she probably thought I was asleep.... but I'm not.
I keep telling myself I'm not gonna look but once again I am a man sooo what do you expect I see her turn around and I fake sleep.... don't want her thinking I'm a creep or something pfttt.... as soon as I hide my face under the cover I.... fall out of the bed and she just stairs at me... all she has on is little tiny pajamas from what's that place called.... oh ya Victorias secret ..... I look at her then look away.~BONNIES POINT OF VIEW~
I turn around and hear a big thud!
And I see kai starting at me and then he looks away really fast.... it's funny.
I asks if he's ok he gets up and try's to play it cool even though he looks like a dumbass
A cute one though...
I get in the bed and so does he I give him a kiss on the cheek and then he puts his arms around me and kisses my forehead.... we both fall asleep.
YOU ARE READING
Bonnie's diary
RomanceThis is a bonkai fanfic)) Bonnie decides to give kai redemption will he screw things up or show her he has changed?