It's morning now and I wake up. I thought I would be waking up to the warm embrace of Kai Parker but.... he wasn't there.
I started to wonder if he just used me then, took the ascendant and left me here.
I know after everything that happened yesterday I should trust him more. But I can't.. I can't forget all the shit he did to me I just can't. I don't think I can ever fully trust him again.... so I prepare myself to go downstairs to disappointment.
As soon as I go downstairs... I see him.... I see Kai Parker, and I'm happy.... very happy.
He could have left me.. but he didn't.
Maybe he has changed... maybe just maybe he has become a better person but why?
I still can't put my full trust in him... it could all just be an act... to lure me in then shatter my heart.
I'm not gonna do that to myself... not this time.~KAI'S POINT OF VIEW~
I'm kinda worried to see Bonnie.... what if she regrets what happened last night and doesn't want to see me.
What if she leaves me again... I can't be alone.. not again I just hope she doesn't brake my heart.
Like she did when she left me I'm that other prison world I tried to change then I got mad and lashed out.
Now she will probably always have a side that hates me, that doesn't trust me.. and I can't stand that.
I want her to put her full trust in me, believe I can do better, I will do anything for her to be with me, for her to just give me a chance.~BONNIE'S POINT OF VIEW~
As soon as I see him, I see him... making pancakes?
Oooh that make sense why he asked me yesterday.... that's so sweet I couldn't help but to smile at him when I walk into the kitchen he flashes a bright smile back at me... then puts the pancakes on a plate and sets them on the table with beverages, ect.
As soon as he puts the food on the table he comes closer to me and says good morning and then comes down a little so he can kiss my cheek, I say good morning back and we sit at the table.
He sits across from me, he says it's so he can see my beautiful face, I blush then we start eating and talking.
I actually really like spending time with Kai he's a nice guy.... I don't think most people get to see this side of him.
He has tried but then something always happens... but here nothing can come between us... and I realize.... my friends are the issue.
Don't get me wrong I love them but....
They are the main reason I never really talked to him, or tried to visit him.
He asks me if anything's wrong
"I must have been daydreaming or something"
I reply.
He doesn't think much of it and starts eating again.... he really... loves food.
I give him a funny look, he's stood devouring his food for a decline and I start laughing
He asks, "what's so funny Ms. Bennett"
I reply "ooooh nothing Mr. Parker, you must rally love food..." I say as I giggle
He responds "speaking of food.... you have some on the side of your lip"
I start to wipe it off but then he wipes it off for me with his thumb. Then he looks at me pftt, a look more like a stare
I look at him back... we are just trapped in each others gaze... I feel like he's studying my face every inch of it... I notice things I've never seen about Kai like the scar on his forehead....
He comes closer to me and I ask about the scar... he seems to get a little uncomfortable and goes back a little.
He responds " umm well I have never talked about that with anyone...."
I respond "it's ok we don't have to talk about it if it makes you uncomfortable"
He says "I want you to know.. it's just it brings back a lot of bad memories.....every time I see it I just wanna-"
I interrupt him by kissing him, I thought he would like this better than talking about the scar... so I left it alone.
He kisses me back it's passionate, I felt so many emotions during that kiss I bet he did too. I stop and say "you can tell be whenever your ready ok?"
He says ok back to me.
I tell him I will wash the dishes cause he cooked but he refuses and starts doing the dishes.>> LATER IN THE EVENING >>
Me and Kai have been hanging out and chatting for the past hours... I'm starting to really like Kai Parker.
I say we could order pizza but then I said "oh ya there are no people here"
He says he can make pizza
But I say we can just warm up a frozen one, he agrees and I put the frozen pizza in the oven.
I ask "what do you wanna do while we wait"
He responds " you."
There is a silence and to brake it he just says
" I'm just kidding Bon Bon..... not that I wouldn't want to" he looks up at me
And says "like I said I want it to be special"
I smile at him and then he says " I know what we can do!" I say "what" He then says "we can play truth or dare!"
I say "what are we 12" and laugh
He says "come on it will be fun... we don't have to play the kid version" and he winks.
I say "hmmm that will be interesting you ask the first"
Kai "Truth or dare Bon Bon"
Bonnie "hmmm dare!"
Kai "ohhh you know what I'm gonna say Bon Bon"
Bonnie "and what would that be exactly"
Kai " I dare you to kiss me"
Bonnie "easy"He puts his hands on my face and gets closer
I say "I thought this was MY dare shouldn't I be kissing you" and giggle
He's says "shhh just relax"
I close my eyes and then I feel his soft lips on mine.... god I love when he kisses me, it's all just so natural.
I feel confident and comfortable with him now... I'm so glad I got to know the good side of him, the side I hope I will get to see more of.
I feel his hang go down my back... it send shivers down my spine and I let out a small moan the kiss gets more aggressive and.... I take his shirt off... I could see his six pack... Jesus his body was perfect.... for a second I thought it was gonna happen right here right now until he interrupts "remember what I said Bonnie I want it to be perfect"
I say "maybe your not the only one who looses control when we kiss" I pull back and he puts his shirt back on.
Then I ask him
"Truth or dare"
Kai "truth"
Bonnie " hmmm someone's a chicken"
Kai "I only said that because I know the same thing that happened a minute ago would happen again" he winks
Bonnie " that doesn't sound like a problem to me"
He laughs " just ask me the damn question already Bonster"
I ask something simple like what's his favorite food he answers "anything and everything"
I laugh and say " so you would eat a dog?"
He says " EW NEVER! Fun fact I actually love dogs for your information Bon Bon"
I laugh and we continue the game.
I almost forgot about the pizza I had to remind him and then we sat at the dinner table and ate.
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Bonnie's diary
RomanceThis is a bonkai fanfic)) Bonnie decides to give kai redemption will he screw things up or show her he has changed?