Never End Dream

Part 1. The Girl in the Dream

What..? Is this strange feeling?

7 am in the morning. I wake up from the same dream i had for the past 7 months now. About a girl, wearing a light blue dress and a summer hat. In a garden full of flowers, she keeps saying something but for some reason i can't clearly hear her. I asked my mom which is a Psychologist if what's going on with me. That why do i keep dreaming about something.. someone for so long. She keep telling me the same thing “Dreams are most likely what you desire, Maybe the reason you keep on dreaming about someone is that you may have something connected. Like she's someone destined to you or someone from your past” 

The more i think of it. The more i'm confused, I mean... I clearly don't know who she is and i don't remember meeting a girl in the past. I don't desire about girls. I actually don't care about love and i don't get attracted into someone.

Yeah, I'm a demisexual 16 year old guy. And whenever my friends talk about porn and naked girls and stuff. I can't help but go some places because i'm not interested and i feel like if i do that, i'm taking advantage on girls. In my household. It's a NEED to respect girls and to treat them right.

What's demisexual? Well basically, A demisexual is a person who does not experience sexual attraction unless they form a strong emotional connection with someone. It's more commonly seen in but by no means confined to romantic relationships.

Anyway. The first time i had that dream, i didn't do anything. I just lay on the grass and watch the clouds pass by. Then i wake up, i was all fine with it but now.. It's starting to get annoying.

Class Starts.

“Hey Thea have you finished with the homework?”, “Have you seen the latest game lately?”, “Wahh Korean guys do look cute”, “Haha yesterday's party was hilarious and fun”.

Regularly. It's the same annoying class. And i'm fine with it. My friends Tobi Earlstein, he's from england. and Markie Luo and he's from China. While i'm Japanese and my name is Zion Agatsuma. The meaning behind my surname is kinda insane too 上 (Aga) "Upper, Above" and 妻 (Tsuma) "Wife, Spouse". My friends thought it was cool and keep calling me "Aga" because in this class. I'm the smartest and above all of them. But i never brag about it and i thought it was childish and immature to brag about it.

I study here at Kobe Ryukoku High School. Almost all of my classmates are not japanese. The truth is in our class, only 11 of us are japanese. There's a total of 19 students are in the class. 11 girls and 8 Boys. Most of my classmates are either from the states or china and England just like my friend Tobi and Markie.

The teacher came and told us to go back to our seats.