[C] CRUSH [KIMSEOKJIN]

21

The car driving wasn't too silent. We talked about random things and Jackson asked me how was my life is going on.

After he parked his car, we both get off from the car.

We walked to the café that I went yesterday with Hani. I felt guilty to tell him about yesterday's issue.

My heart and my brain was dilemma about this. My heart kept saying whether I should tell him or not.

But I think it's late already. We already here.

We ordered our drinks and sit at the corner of the café.

We sit there talking like a cute couple but inside me was fill with guilty.

After a few minutes, finally I had the courage to tell him about yesterday's issue.

"Jackson."

"Yeah?"

"I want to tell you something but don't be mad or upset or anything, okay?"

"Okay, go on."

"Hm, actually, yesterday, I went out with Hani right?"

"Yeah, then"

"Actually we were not alone yesterday. Seokjin texted me yesterday and he told that he wanted to see me and he had important things to tell. So I went to meet him with Hani. About the mukbang Hani and I had, it wasn't a lie. We were really ate a lot yesterday, here. But you know what he said to me?"

"what?" I can see his face frown a bit when I mentioned Seokjin earlier. Aish Seohyun.....

"Okay, listen first. Don't be mad or anything." "

"Alright alright."

"He said he wants me to be his girlfriend."

"But he alrea—"

"he already broke up Hyerin" "He said he doesn't love her anymore. And that's why he wanted me to be his girlfriend" "BUT!" "He didn't ask me to be his girlfriend just because he already broke with Hyerin. It's because he told me that he loves me..."

"Wheeettt?!"

"That's why I'm telling you." "If I didn't tell you and he tell this himself to you, you'll get a wrong idea."

"So, do you accept him?"

"Of course not! I already have you. why would I have someone else when I have you whom is understand me better than anyone else."

He smiled.

"That's my girl." He ruffled my hair.

"Hey! You just messed my hair."

"you look cute though."

"hmph"

I don't know what am I feeling right now.

~~~

After the outing, Jackson sent me home. And there's Hani who was laying on the couch watching her favourite drama.

"Where have you been?" she asked me when I entered the house.

"Out with Jackson."

"oh, did you tell him about the thing?"

"Yeah, but I said I wouldn't accept Seokjin bcoz I already have him."

"Are you actually mean that?"

"I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'M TOO DEPRESSED RIGHT NOWW!!! UGHHHH WHY DID HE CAME TO MY LIFE AGAIN AND MAKE MY LIFE IN TROUBLE!!! I WANT TO SLEEP. DON'T BOTHER ME."

"okayyyy"

I walked to my bedroom and plopped myself on the bed. I screamed out of my lungs on my pillow. Poor pillow. I'm just in dilemma and depressed.

I just fell asleep at no time after screaming and crying.

Yeah that's what I do when I'm stressed. Crying. Screaming. That's my thing.

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