I can't handle these pressures
All I can say is this stress hurts
Things are supposed to get better
I just need to put myself first
I'm always trying my hardest
Not to pick myself apart
This energy's killin' my vibes now
Sometimes I just wanna to drown out
All of the thoughts in my mind
Too much going on at the same time
I wish it would stop and I've tried but
Life just sucks then we all die
That's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna beI wonder if I'm good enough
But maybe I've had just too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrowBut I'm empty inside
Yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live
But I'm too scared to die
Yeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live
But I'm too scared to dieWish I could erase my memories
So I could stop feeling so empty
I wish that shit wasn't so tempting
But it's hard to resist when there's plenty
Of things I could do to fuck me up
I want to let go
But I'm feeling so stuck
So all I can do is fill up my cup
And sit here alone hoping no one disruptsThat's just reality, yeah, don't lie to me
Yeah I'm fucked up, but I don't wanna beI wonder if I'm good enough
But maybe I've just had too much
To drink, to smoke, to swallow
I'm drowning up my sorrows
There's rules I'll never follow
Pretend there's no tomorrow
I wish there was no tomorrowBut I'm empty inside
Yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to dieMy body's shaking
My head is aching
If feels like my heart is breakingMy body's shaking
My head is aching
I can't fix this mess
I'm makingBut I'm empty inside
Yeah I'm empty inside
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to dieYeah I'm empty inside
I just don't feel alive
And I don't wanna live, but I'm too scared to die