Sorry not wrote in a while on "You Know Me"
Been concentrating on 'He's Gone' as there's been a lot to cover.....
But I'm Back....
(Recap: Selina was celebrating killing Jeremiah Valeska, drinking ridiculously! Partying, flirting you name it. Selina was out of control. She wanted just one night where she could forget. Forget everything and everyone around her. The only one person she couldn't get out of her mind was Bruce Wayne. Her Bruce Wayne. He's always there. If she ever needed him, she knows he'll be there, by her side. After learning about Tabatha it hit her hard. She felt the ground was gonna swallow her up. Didn't quite believe that Tabitha was dead. She needed Bruce. For him to be there, wrap his arms around make her feel safe. She always felt safe with him.)
After last night..... being in his arms, waking up next to him felt amazing. The memory comes flooding back, him making her laugh, tickling her, hovering over her. The way he made made me feel. Looking in to my eyes seeing the love, the desirer, the want, the need. Feeling his fingers stroking my neck, his lips. Kissing me. I wanted so much for his lips to be back on mine. Looking across seeing Bruce fast asleep. All I wanted was to crawl into his arms, look into to his big blue eyes, tell him how I feel, how he makes me feel. But I don't move...... I want to too so much. But I can't...... I do what I always do. I run away from the person that I care most about. The one person that I.... like maybe... I don't know.' I've never really thought about my feelings towards Bruce. I've never really acted upon my feelings....' Tears in my eyes I blink them away. I have to do this. I have to fight back. I have to kill penguin. The thought of killing again makes me feel sick to the stomach. Bruce would know how that feels. After he killed Ra's al Gaul, it made him loose control. Drinking, partying, closing off the people that cared about him. He total went crazy for a while. But eventually saw sense. He know what he wanted. Knew that wasn't him.
Breathing slowly.... touching his face softly. 'Oh Bruce, I wish we could escape. Just me and you.' Go somewhere. Somewhere safe. Away from this.' Away from Gotham.... One day.... Maybe One'
Closing her eyes.... feeling sick, she knew what she had to do.... Leave Gotham and Bruce behind her.
Fighting back was her only option.....
YOU ARE READING
You know me!
Fanfiction'Selina I know you' and this isn't you," "You know me?" "Yes, better than you know yourself."
