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3 Months Later

It's been 3 months no sign of Selina, can't believe she would leave me like this. I haven't slept. I've kept myself busy at the GCPD. Searching for her, trying to get a lead on her whereabouts. It's been so hard.... I feel angry, upset that Selina would leave Gotham. I never thought she would. I've been going out at night trying to stop the crime in Gotham.... it's still not back to normal, still dark. Crazy as ever. Fighting with the people that get in my way. I look in the mirror, could see a black eye forming near my left eye. "Where are you"
Alfreds been grilling me after me and Selina slept together for the first time. I told him it was special for us, he knows how much she means to me, I can't live without her. But finding her is the difficult part.
I've been worried myself. After we shared our first time together, I've been having these dreams where Selina's imagine comes to me, asking her 'where are you' She reply's 'I don't hate you Bruce...' I could tell in my dream she looks different 'she's glowing.' She tells me 'she's okay, we're both fine.... that she has a part of me with her....' 'what the hell is that suppose to mean!' 'You told me Bruce.... you told that I have a part of you with me.... now I know'

Bruce takes a deep breath... remembering his dream.
Shaking his head, picks up a picture that he has of him and Selina. He smiles. He was 13 and she was 14 they took two pictures of the same. Selina has the other one. Remembering that day when they took the picture, they had a bagel fight in the study. She hit him with one saying "If you can hit me il let you kiss me" Smiling at the memory. He climbs into bed, yawning... been a long day. Hoping tonight he can have a full nights sleep without dreaming.... Dreaming of Selina. He doesn't mind dreaming of her, but it only makes Bruce more confused and wanting to find her even more.

Dreaming of Selina:
Tossing and turning in my sleep, I see her. I try to reach out for her. Her hair shinning a caramel colour, curls loosely around her shoulders, noticing it's grown. She looks more beautiful than ever Beautiful. Her skin is glowing, she's smiling at me saying something "I miss you Bruce... so much... I need you"
"Selina.... baby... where are you? Why won't you come home? I miss you soo much"
"I can't.... you know that" I see tears in her eyes, her green eyes looking into mine.
"Of course you can.... you belong with me... you know that right"
I see her smile, tears falling down her cheeks. I wanna reach and touch her but I can't every-time I reach out, she disappears. "I wish I could Bruce... but we're okay I promise"
Making me feel confused when she says 'we're okay'
"Selina what do you mean 'we're ok' I don't understand"
"You was always slow Douchebag" She giggles...
Wow I've missed that giggle, when ever she giggles it makes her eyes gleam. She so beautiful.
"That's an understatement...."
"It's true Bruce... you told me I had a part of you with me"
"A part of me.... Selina il always be apart of you, you mean so much to me"
She smiles at me then looks down...
I follow her eyes.... 'Omg' I look back into her eyes I Feel my own tears "Really?"
She nods at me, her tears are falling down her beautiful cheeks
I smile I reach out to her but I can't touch her, she starts to fade away. "No... no come back Selina.... don't leave me baby"
"We will always be with you.... don't forget about us" then she's gone.
No.... no...no... come back... I need you... you need me... the baby needs me...

"No.... no.... Bruce starts to move around in his sleep...
"Bruce mate wake up" Alfred starts to shake him slightly. "Come On mate wake up for me... it's just a dream"
Bruce opens his eyes, seating up breathing heavily, realising he's dreaming again. Dreaming of her again.
"It's okay Master Bruce... take deep breaths"
Bruce notices Alfred right beside him, his hands on his shoulders, helping him to breath. Bruce takes deep breathes to calm himself down. Not being able to speak, he feels tears fall down his cheeks. Breathing coming back to normal.
"Your okay mate"
Dreaming of Bruce:
I move around in my sleep, I feel a hand caress my cheek. I know that touch. Opening my eyes slowly, I see blue eyes staring at me, I smile up at him 'Bruce your here' 'I am baby, am right here. I miss you so much'
'I miss you too... I'm sorry I left you'
'It's okay il find you... I promise I will' I could see Bruce looking at my hand resting on my swollen belly he smiles. Then looks back up at me 'hows our little one' 'Okay... we're both okay' Then Bruce moves his hand starts to move away. 'No... don't go...'
He looks at me smiles 'il find you... I promise you' then disappears...... 'Bruce nooo....

'No.... Bruce' Selina opens her eyes, sits up looks around her. 'Just a dream' She rests a hand on her stomach, looking down stroking it. 'Don't worry little one...' Tears fall down her cheeks, taking a deep breath. 'I miss you so much Bruce, I need you... we need you' Selina was now 3 months pregnant, Barbara was 6 months. Moving off the bed, breathing slowly so the nausea passes. She been quite bad with morning sickness.. walking down the stairs she sees Barbara in the kitchen, hand on her more swollen belly.
"Hey cat... you okay I heard you screaming in your dream again"
"Yeah I'm ok... just missing Bruce" taking a seat at the kitchen table. Selina looks over at Barbara "Wow your belly is growing quite fast"
Barbara looks over at Selina and smiles at little "Tell me about it. I can't wait to finally meet her"
Selina smiles at her taking a seat on the stool. "How do you know it's a girl" Raising her eyebrows.
"Because I have a feeling it's going to be a girl" Barbara smiles at Selina then asks how she is?!
"I'm okay, i had a dream.... I miss Bruce so much" Feeling tears running down her cheeks, she wipes them away quickly saying " I don't know what's wrong with me.... I'm just so emotional"
"That's baby brain for you..." Barbara giggles a little "remember at the beginning I was emotional wreak"
Selina sighs loudly, leans her hand on the kitchen top "Great so now I'm just gonna be an emotional wreak then"
"Hey... you'll be ok. You have me" Barbara walks over to her, lays a hand on her shoulder.
"I know I do... thanks Barbara but..."
"But what...." Barbara looks at Selina with concern.
"I just wish Bruce was here..." Placing a hand on her stomach. "He should be here, he has a right to be apart of his baby's life" Selina looks up at Barbara and sees the worried look. "Selina I can't go back there... you know I can't. What if Gordon found out?"
"I know... but I can't do this without Bruce. I need him" She bits her lip before continuing. "I'm gonna be here for you Barbara... but I need to try and contact Bruce. Theses dreams I'm having, every time I see him, I want him to stay then I reach out for him and he disappears...." Looking up with tears in her eyes "I need him"
Barbara looks down at Selina, understanding that she's been struggling without him, she would keep herself quiet, drifting away. The sad look she has. Barbara couldn't take it anymore.
"Leave with me, I'm gonna try and get in touch with one of my contacts so Bruce can find us."
Selina's looks into Barbara's eyes not believing what she's saying. "Are you sure? You would do that for me?!" Feeling the tears fall down her cheeks again.
"Of course I would... plus you mopping around here is driving me insane." With a laugh.
"Me mopping... your mopping too"
"Yeah... well I'm heavily pregnant and I can't wait to feel normal again"
"Yeah that would be nice.. but I have a long way off yet" giggling with Barbara.
They both sat by the kitchen table, smiling and giggling with each other...

Bruce and Alfred
I stare into the mirror, looking into the reflection of myself.... 'Maybe it's true'
The dream I had, made me more confused than ever before. I run a hand through my hair, smile a little. Taking a deep breath I say to myself  'What if it's true? What if Selina is carrying my baby!'

I move myself away from the mirror taking one last look....

I need to find her, she needs me more than anything. I need to find out what theses dreams mean....

Is it true?

Is she really pregnant!

There's only one way to find out.....

I grab my coat, keys to Alfreds car and head towards the GCPD...

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